You.

Keep breathing, my Angel.

2010-05-30T07:07:00.000-07:00

gosh i JUST want to ~~gotohisplaceandkidnaphimandreaphimatthismomentrightnow~~
TEEHEEE! :D

Tommorow! i going to cut my hair again! (: this time it will be fix, seriously my hair in bad state right now |: and i'm getting fatter! like wtf |: i hated myself for that.
and oh audition for korean was sucessfull! xD and pretty funny in such a way. xP hehehe!
Pandora heart was awesome! i fell in love wih gilbert! :D he was so freaking funny! :D
I hope my file arah locker masih |: along with the paper D:

신수현

2010-05-30T06:54:00.000-07:00

Saranghaeyo, Oppa :3

ne?

2010-05-26T07:59:00.000-07:00

I love Reborn too HAHA xD

U-kiss!
1. The character I first fell in love with: Dongho xP
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Shin Soohyun O.O
3. The character everyone else loves that I don’t: who ah?
4. The character I love that everyone else hates: none? xD
5. The character I used to love but don’t any longer: Dongho, but still XD
6. The character I would shag anytime: Soohyun? xD or KEBIN! haha!
7. The character I’d want to be like: Xanderr!!
8. The character I’d slap: Kibum! D: I demand for KEMARU! xD
9. A pairing that I love: Kemaru? xD
10. A pairing that I despise: everypairing with soohyun HAHA =.="
11. Favorite character: All :D
12. My two favorite characters: Soohyunnn!
13. My two least favorite characters: depend xD
14. Which character I am most like: Xander? xD
15. My deep, dark fandom secret: i getting more perverted, thinking about something hehehe to soohyun HAHA xD

There\'s a place in my mind, no one knows where it hides.

2010-05-26T07:50:00.000-07:00

Rawrrrr hahaha xD
I have move on
Maybe? xD
Soohyun ada twitter! :D idk why, but tiba2x ia ada account atu, buat aku doki2x, and this feeling haven't gone for like...how many minutes already =___= goshh~ pokoknya sampai sekarang haven't ease the feeling.
This month is most.. emo month yes, everyone goes emo everyday, including meself =__= like nyeh, and lately i have been through ups and down, well, there's a lot of downs than ups. well, the ups is also good, (cause i managed to have free food for one week or more LOL. i'm such a devil) and some jobs that i haven't finish yet. i wonder where i put the bookmark :/ i hope i put it in safe place. Exam is So-So, and the audition is in this saturday and i have to get ready for it. sort of.Internetnya.. makin palau, i don't know why. and i want to cut my hair like Dongho TEE-HEE! hehehe! and i'm still waiting for mworago MV! D: xD
Addicted to U-kiss, haha, i hope this will everlasting. i hope haha i just miss them.. ALOT haha xD anyway, got to go now. i'm supaa hungry and i want to eat xP thank you!

keep it a secret, save your pride. i hope she eats you alive.★

2010-05-12T08:17:00.000-07:00

My old picture.. with long hair.. hmm *touches my hair* LOL xP

Would you rather be blind or be deaf?
- neither? *coz i love my eyes and ears!!*

Would you rather be lose an arm or a leg?
- neither, sorry, i am just too greedy :P

Would you rather be uglier or stupider?
- uglier, in that way i can be smarter lol =.=

Would you be more richer or more attractive?
- attractive? (so that i ccould attract rich GUY LOL LMAO)

Would you rather be blonde or brunette?
- brunette :D

Would you rather have a third eye in the middle of your head, or a horn in the middle of your head?
-uhh.. horn please! eyes look too weird!

Would you rather it be winter forever or summer forever?
- wintaaa!

If you could only eat one thing for the rest of your life, would you rather it be sweet or salt?
- sweet please.

If you could choose a super power, would you rather be able to fly or move objects?
- fly! I believe i could fly!!

If you had to be an animal, would you rather live in the ocean or on the land?
- ocean! XD i want to be mermaid =.="

I’ve come to realize that…
- i'm wasting my time on that person.

I am listening to…
- Man Man Ha Ni :3

Maybe I should…
- ironing my cloth right now.

I love…
- My Two Husbands HAHA :D

The best days of my life was…
- able to love U-kiss HAHA P:

I don’t understand…
- why i become like this |:

I’ve lost…
- You.

People say…
- I being a jerk for this. :/

The meaning of my screen name is…
- My official japanese name HAHA :P

Love…
- KJH, SSH :D

Somewhere, someone is…
- sleeping hahaxD

I will always…
- loves them :D hahah!

Forever seems….
- forever.

I never want to…
- get into this kind of mess again

My mobile phone is/are…
- somewhere in this place called home.

I believe that…
- i could archive good result this year (:

I get annoyed when…
- they annoys me HAHA

I am better…
- in this state.

I fear that…
- .......worst could be happen

Kisses are the best when…
- placed on your butt that is XP

Today I…
- did my AS exam.

Tonight I will…
- look for my soohyun (:

Tomorrow I will…
- go to school again!

I really want to..
- ...sleep..

Jonghyun Craze

2010-05-12T07:27:00.000-07:00

Even when he was young, he's still cute XP hehehe
♥

Can i have you tonight?♥♥

HAHAH!, ~~goshiamtoohornytoday~~ HAHA P:

Epic Quote from the interview stuff

2010-05-12T07:11:00.000-07:00

If you opened your eyes in the morning and realise you've become Dongho, what is the first thing you'll do?
Transfer money to Kibum hyung.

A secret of Dongho that only Kibum knows?
Dongho is 17 years old! Shocking isn't it?
-- Kibum

LMAO Kibum =.=" lame, lame xP

If you opened your eyes in the morning and realise you've become Kiseop, what is the first thing you'll do?
I will call Eli lovingly.

-- Eli

Something Soohyun said that you remember best?
"Because of you, we have to divide our money more." I will never forget this!

-- Kiseop

U-kiss!

2010-05-12T07:06:00.000-07:00

Cause they are awesome :)

Small update

exam was okay, i managed to answer all |: i hope one-month of revision would worth it. *amin amin* =___=

Mworago is addictive. Somehow my addiction from bingeul2x, has been transferred to Mworago.

Watched Idol League Ep 2 cut, where Soohyun... WAHHH! Gila, the way he kissed the Dongjoon(the Maknae of Z:EA) was epic.. lol, he was suppose to taste, or feel the things that the MC give to them

But in the end (the MC didn't put that thing between those two)

and Soohyun ended with kissed to that guy.

which is OMG

I want to change my place with Dongjoon right then, dpt jua ku dpt kissed ia *swoon*

the funny thing is Dongjoon didn't react anything, lol, cool berabis ia ahh xD

and he answered Pig's lip after he kissed soohyun, like EPIC MUCH haha xD

*watches it again* gosh, my heart beats so fast. ARGHH, damn you are so lucky *point to Dongjoon*

Right, on second thought, i am not that jealous, i was Swoon by it . Asteee =.="

Need to hapal Computer, isuk tah ku belajar and Physic too. :/

after that, Math P6, need to start with that one too ( haven't revise that Paper 6 :/ :/ )

Had fun watching people debating during GP, sal I not Stupid discussion.

Epic , Epic.

Kim JongHyun and Shin Soohyun are so totally my husbands. Official one :P

Watched Man Man Ha Ni Soohyun Solo Version, *swoon* 8D ahhh~ handsome eh, ia.

I have fallen for his expression, hot!! ahha xP

~~hating jjong for jongsica and jongkey~~ tee-hee

that's all for today :D

Youu!

2010-05-12T07:01:00.000-07:00

SOOHYUN KISSED DOOJUUNN!!
WHYYY??
tapi epic plg tu, sal c-doojuun make duh face. haha xP

2010-05-10T09:32:00.000-07:00

Who is your second favorite member? If you could date each member once, where you would you guys go/what would you do? Do you follow their Twitters? If you could meet them (or even if you have), what present would you give each of them?

Firstly, second fav member is.. :/ can't pick who haha xD my bias is still arah soohyun :P

I want to have Xander as my date! (lmao) , sorry soohyun oppa =3=" i want to play games with him! xD arcadeee!! ahhaha, c-soohyun nanti lah, romantic dinner kitani ;p

Saranghamnida.

2010-05-09T07:31:00.000-07:00

Let's see.
I just want...
To cry,
To hear sad songs,
Ease this stupid feeling.
Wee, I feel soo dejected.
I want to dance in the rain.
I want U-kiss beside me,
I want oppa to comfort me .
I want to throw that feeling.
I want to watch Idol League.
Kiseop is such a cutie dork.
I want to look at the sky.
I want to study.
I want to go away from here.
I want to go Malaysia, to meet U-kiss.
I want to run away from here.
I want to kidnap c-Soohyun.
I want to get A on my AS.
I want to be better.
I wish i couldn't be this depress.
I want to block that person.
I don't want to let that person to talk with me.
Cause it will hurt more.
I want my bestfriend from far there to comfort me.
Like he used to be when he was here.
If you read this, please call me straight away.
Maybe that way, i could cry as many as i would.
Urgh.

Lastly
HAPPY MOTHER"S DAY :D

Done. :D

2010-05-08T10:25:00.001-07:00

0804///종현&유천&유수&두섭&중기&신수현//KJH♥♥ !! (:

You Make My Head Spin and SPIN!

2010-05-06T08:31:00.000-07:00

~~i think i fall for him~~; It's definitely A LOVE HAHAHA =.="
I am So lame, I haven't get bored with this MV *keep on repeating Soohyun's Part ;8D *

From this Mv, i have fallen for the guy named Shin Soohyun XP , thanks to this MV, my bias from Kibum has been transported entirely to him HAHA XD , it's all thanks to his expression. ~~itsasexdamniwanthimsobadlyrightnowhornyhornyHAHA~~
:D please don't read the strike part, LIKE SERIOUSLY :D

Are you ready!!
u u u u-kiss and
brave sound brave sound

binggeul baenggeul binggeul baenggeul
binggeul baenggeul binggeul baenggeul
binggeul baenggeul binggeul baenggeul
binggeul baenggeul binggeul baenggeul(yeah Ha!!)

hwatgime baeteun mari yoreon kkori dwaesseo
ije wa huhoehaedo michin sorin geol
neowa na ireon nari ol jureun mollasseo
I wanna see you girl dorawa jebal

nareul tteonagaseo neoman jal sara
mwot gateun sanghwangiya nan jeongmal jichyeosseo
jeonhwa han tong jocha haji annneun neo
neon mot! dwaet! seo!
nae meorin binggeul binggeul

nal tteonagaji malla haetjanha
jeongmallo niga pillyohadan mallya
I just want you baby here right now, now! now!
saranghago itdan marya

binggeul baenggeul binggeul baenggeul(ni juwireul) binggeul baenggeul binggeul baenggeul
binggeul baenggeul binggeul baenggeul(oneuldo) binggeul baenggeul binggeul baenggeul(yeah Ha!!)

nan ni juwireul maemdora binggeul binggeul
neomani nal manjoksikyeo You make me tingle tingle
neon nae sarmui bingo keojyeobeoryeotdeon nae eager
ttaemune nan neoreul irheo neon mirror soge girl

jjaekkakjjaekkak jjaekkakjjaekkak siganeun heulleogago
o dodaeche al su eobseo neoui maeumeul
saengkkeussaengkkeut saengkkeussaengkkeut misojitdeon neo
eodiro ganni na mot chatgetda girl

nareul tteonagaseo neoman jal sara
mwot gateun sanghwangiya nan jeongmal jichyeosseo
jeonhwa han tong jocha haji annneun neo
neon mot! dwaet! seo!
eojet bam mwo!haet!seo! oo

nal tteonagaji malla haetjanha
jeongmallo niga pillyohadan mallya
I just want you baby here right now, now! now!
saranghago itdan marya!!

binggeul baenggeul binggeul baenggeul (ni juwireul) binggeul baenggeul binggeul baenggeul
binggeul baenggeul binggeul baenggeul (oneuldo) binggeul baenggeul binggeul baenggeul(yeah Ha!!)

I just want you know
ajikdo saranghajanha(Hey!)
naegen neo ppunirangeo jal algo itjanha(Ho!)
jiul su eopdan geol You are the only one
jebal nareul tteonajima!!

binggeul baenggeul binggeul baenggeul(binggeul binggeul)
binggeul baenggeul binggeul baenggeul
binggeul baenggeul binggeul baenggeul(binggeul binggeul)binggeul baenggeul binggeul baenggeul(yeah Ha!!)
ni juwireul nan oneuldo

Translation
Are you ready
u u u u-kiss and
brave sound brave sound

Spin spin spin spin. Spin spin spin spin
Spin spin spin spin. Spin spin spin spin

It was all words said out of anger
Even though I regret now, I was crazy, girl
I never thought you and I would have such a day
I wanna see you girl, come back, please

Now that you have left me, only you are living well
What kind of situation is this, Im really exhausted
Not even a phone call from you
Youre. So. Mean.
My head is spinning spinning

Dont leave me
I definitely need you
I just want you baby here right now now now
I love you

Spin spin spin spin (Around you) spin spin spin spin
Spin spin spin spin (Today, too) spin spin spin spin

Im spinning all around you
Only you can make me satisfied. You make me tingle tingle.
You are my lifes bingo. To throw everything away for you, Im eager.
Because I lost you, youre the girl in the mirror

Tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock, time passes by
Oh your heart which I cannot understand at all
Smile smile smile smile, the smiling you
Where did you go I cannot find you girl

Now that you have left me, only you are living well
What kind of situation is this, Im really exhausted
Not even a phone call from you
Youre. So. Mean.
What did you do last night, oh oh

Dont leave me
I definitely need you
I just want you baby here right now now now
I love you

Spin spin spin spin (Around you) spin spin spin spin
Spin spin spin spin (Today, too) spin spin spin spin

Until now, I still love you
Only you know me this well
Indispensable girl, you are the only one
Please dont leave me

Spin spin spin spin (Around you) spin spin spin spin
Spin spin spin spin (Today, too) spin spin spin spin

TT^TT

2010-05-06T07:27:00.000-07:00

SPAZZ!

2010-05-05T05:56:00.000-07:00

Aku Miss Soohyun D: really badly TEEHEE :D
apakann... ia luann kiut baaahhh and kambangg taahaaa xD

oh you♥

2010-05-04T04:11:00.000-07:00

I want to be pretty as M.J D:
Why you are shooo pwettyy~?

How can you be mad? We just got started.

2010-05-04T04:09:00.000-07:00

M.J!

Meme #1

If I could choose another name for myself it would be: something more unique than my name, HAHA :p IZUMI :D

On my birthday, I like to: my oppa celebrate with me :D in romantic hotel , romantic date. LIKE HELL YEAH! I want Jonghyun oppa and Soohyun oppa to be my bunny in one night :D tahhhaaaa!!

My closet is: Unneat and unorganized as usual.

The last place you’d ever find me is: In the toilet, bagas buat business dsna HAHA!

If I had $100 right now, I would: I want to cut my hair. Tee-heee!♥

When watching a movie, I prefer to snack on: Popcorns HAHA :D

This summer, I plan on: revising my AS level, which is next week. =.="

If someone could read my mind right now, they’d probably hear: me rambling on wanting my oppa right now, to touch.. and HAHAH! to dominate him of course♥

My musical tastes are: Kpop/ Jpop. Sorry, i am not that update in English nor Malay Song :D

I‘m always taking pictures of: random stuff.

The next concert I’m going to is: I want U-kiss D:

Right now, I’m listening to: Telephone by Lady GaGa xD

I have never: got oppa, until 10 years later :P

The last text message I received said: "okay! see you tommorow" :P

I’m not pleased with: everything.

My latest addiction is: Sugary stuff.

I only kinda like: chocolates.

I want to have a deep conversation with: Him. ;/

The last thing I ate for dinner was: MANGA!! MANISSS :D

If I could turn invisible, the first thing I’d do is: i would run to his place and hugged him from behind X3 and goes snuggle and snuggle TEE-HEE

Easy.

2010-05-03T07:07:00.000-07:00

T.T i love this song so much

BEAST – Easy

가지 마 떠나지 마 check it

Ga-ji ma ddeo na-ji ma check it

E E Easy go (I never never know) She She She is gone (She was so easy)

E E Easy go (I never never know) She She She is gone (She let me now now)

영화처럼 멋진 사랑을 하고 영화처럼 슬픈 사랑한 걸까 (Oh yes)

Yeong-hwa-cheo-reom meot-jin sa-rang-eun ha-go yeong-hwa-cheo-reom seul-peun sa-rang-han geol-gga (oh yes)

이별 후에 그냥 바라보고 있었던 바보 같았던 내가 너무나 원망스러워

I-byeol hu-e geu-nyang ba-ra-bo-go i-sseott-deon ba-bo gat-att-deon nae-ga neo-mu na weon-mang-seu-reo-weo

First time First time First love First love

사랑할 줄만 알았지 사랑을 잘 몰랐었지

Sa-rang-hal jul-man al-att-ji sa-rang-eul hal mol-la-sseott-ji

So sick So sick So sick So sick

나를 떠나야만 했니

Na-reul ddeo-na-ya-man haett-ni

I don’t wanna say goodbye say goodbye (bye bye) say goodbye

너와 나 이제 와 이렇게 돼 버린 거니 Oh~

Neo-wa na i-je wa i-reoh-ge dwae beo-rin geo-ni Oh~

I don’t wanna let u go let u go (let let) let u go

Easy come Easy go 나 갖고 장난친 거니

Easy come Easy go na gat-go jang-nan-chin geo-ni

E E Easy go (I never never know) She She She is gone (She was so easy)
E E Easy go (I never never know) She She She is gone (She let me now now)

나는 모든 것이 변했어 니가 떠난 후에 너는 그대로겠지 (Oh no)

Na-neun mo-deun geo-shi byeon-hae-sseo ni-ga ddeo-nan hu-e neo-neun geu-dae-ro-gett-ji (Oh no)

전화기를 붙잡고 아무것도 못해 혹시 내 생각에 너의 연락이 올까 봐

Jeon-hwa-gi-reul but-jab-go a-mu-geot-do mot-hae hok-shi nae saeng-gak-e neo-eui yeon-rak-i ol-gga-bwa

First time First time First love First love

사랑할 줄만 알았지 사랑을 잘 몰랐었지

Sa-rang-hal jul-man al-att-ji sa-rang-eul jal mol-la-sseott-ji

So sick So sick So sick So sick

나를 떠나야만 했니

Na-reul ddeo na-ya-man haett-ni

I don’t wanna say goodbye say goodbye (bye bye) say goodbye

너와 나 이제 와 이렇게 돼 버린 거니 Oh~

Neo-wa na i-je wa i-reoh-ge-dae bi-rin geo-ni Oh~

I don’t wanna let u go let u go (let let) let u go

Easy come Easy go 나 갖고 장난친 거니

Easy come Easy go na gat-go jang-nan-chin geo-ni

아무것도 아닌 일에 지쳐 너 바라만 봐도 나 미쳐

A-mu-geot-do a-nin il-e ji-chyeo neo ba-ra-man bwa-do na mi-chyeo

너무 아름다운 그대 때문에 또 작아지는 내가 한심해

Neo-mu a-reum-da-un geu-dae ddae-mun-e ddo jak-a-ji-neun nae-ga han-shim-hae

하고 싶은 말 들을 펜을 들어 적고 결국 마주치면 아무 말도 못해 난 또

Ha-go ship-eun mal deul-eul pen-eul deul-e jeok-go gyeol-gok ma-ju-chi-myeon a-mu mal-do mot-hae nan ddo

허탈함에 꽉 움켜쥐는 주먹 ah cry

Heo-tal ham-e ggwak um-kyeo jwi-neun ju-meok ah cry

어제와 다른 너의 목소리 이제는 다른 너의 표정들이

Eo-je-wa da-reun neo-eui mok-su-ri i-je-neun da-reun neo-eui pyo-jeong-deul-i

나의 가슴에 상처로 남아 빗물 같은 눈물로 내려와 oh no no no no

Na-eui ga-seum-e sang-cheo-rom nam-a bit-mul gat-eun nun-mul-ro nae-ryeo-wa oh no no no no

I don’t wanna say goodbye say goodbye (bye bye) say goodbye

너와 나 이제 와 이렇게 돼 버린 거니 Oh~

Neo-wa na i-je wa i-reoh-ge dwae beo-rin geo-ni Oh~

I don’t wanna let u go let u go (let let) let u go

Easy come Easy go 나 갖고 장난친 거니

Easy come Easy go na gat-go jang-nanchin geo-ni

I don’t wanna say goodbye say goodbye (bye bye) say goodbye

너와 나 이제 와 이렇게 돼 버린 거니 Oh~

Neo-wa na i-je wa i-reoh-ge dwae beo-rin geo-ni Oh~

I don’t wanna let u go let u go (let let) let u go

Easy come Easy go 나 갖고 장난친 거니

Easy come Easy go na gat-go jang-nan-chin geo-ni

Say goodbye say goodbye say goodbye

I don’t wanna say goodbye say goodbye say goodbye

TRANSLATION

Don’t go, don’t leave CHECK IT

E E Easy go (I never never know)
She She She is gone (She was so easy)
E E Easy go (I never never know)
She She She is gone (She let me now now)

Did we have great love like in the movies?
Did we have sad love like in the movies? (Oh yes)
Before we broke up, the me that looked at you
The idiot me that I’ve grown to hate

First time First time First love First love
I only knew how to love, I didn’t know much about love
So sick So sick So sick So sick
Did you have to leave me?

I don’t wanna say goodbye say goodbye (bye bye) say goodbye
We ended up like this Oh~

I don’t wanna let you go let you go (let let) let you go
Easy come Easy go Did you just toy around with me?

E E Easy go (I never never know)
She She She is gone (She was so easy)
E E Easy go (I never never know)
She She She is gone (She let me now now)

Everything changed for me
But everything must be the same for you after you left me (Oh no)
I hold my phone in my hand and can’t do anything
Only thinking that you might call me as you think of me

First time First time First love First love
I only knew how to love, I didn’t know much about love
So sick So sick So sick So sick
Did you have to leave me?

I don’t wanna say goodbye say goodbye (bye bye) say goodbye
We ended up like this Oh~

I don’t wanna let you go let you go (let let) let you go
Easy come Easy go Did you just toy around with me?

I get tired of thinking of something that doesn’t matter, just looking at you makes me go crazy
Because you were so wonderful it makes me feel smaller and ashamed
The things I wanted to say become insignificant
And when we meet again I become speechless
I clench my fist tightly AH CRY

Your voice is different from yesterday, and your expressions changed
They leave wounds in my heart
Tears roll down like the rain OH NO NO NO NO

I don’t wanna say goodbye say goodbye (bye bye) say goodbye
We ended up like this Oh~

I don’t wanna let you go let you go (let let) let you go
Easy come Easy go Did you just toy around with me?

I don’t wanna say goodbye say goodbye (bye bye) say goodbye
We ended up like this Oh~

I don’t wanna let you go let you go (let let) let you go
Easy come Easy go Did you just toy around with me?

Say goodbye say goodbye say goodbye
I don’t wanna say goodbye say goodbye say goodbye

Translation credits : Desrae

Without You - 2pm

2010-05-02T07:03:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna get stronger

Geurae heyeojin gedeo joha eochapi eonjen gan neowa
Ireon iri isseosseul geogatae neon bun myeonghi iraesseul geogatae
Geureol ba eya charari jigeumin ge naji gipi sarang hage dwego naseo alji
Anheun geol da haengeuro saeng gakhae geuraeseo, I'm ok

Nae modeungeol akkim eobshi da jwosseo
Neoreul mideo giye nae modeun geol da jwosseo
Neon geugeol beoryeosseo, I gave you my everything
Geuraeseo ijen

I'm gonna be ok, gonna be ok, I'll be ok, gonna be ok
Baby without you, baby without you
Neo eobshi meojige, eobshi meojige, deo meojige, eobshi meojige
Ireonal geoya, without you, saragal geoya, without you

Listen, everything happens for a reason, everything happens for a reason
Dareun namjareun mannan geoneun ibeon han beonppun iraneun
Maldo andweneun mallo bonamana tanlo nal yaegi malgo geunyang doraseo
Naega neomu apeo neoreul boneunge geuman hago shipeo

Maeil maeil naneun sokgo isseosseo
Niga eotteon saraminji jocha mollasseo
Ijeneun arasseo neon sarangeul molla
Geuraeseo ijen

I'm gonna be ok, gonna be ok, I'll be ok, gonna be ok
Baby without you, baby without you
Neo eobshi meojige, eobshi meojige, deo meojige, eobshi meojige
Ireonal geoya, without you, saragal geoya, without you

Wae naege iraeni, why, daeche naege wae geuraeni make me cry
Uriga gajyeoteon geol da beoril jeongdoro gabeochi ineun iri eoteon geon mani
Uriga hamkke haeteon shigan deuri tto hamke halsu isseoteon shigan deuri
Ashipji do anhni neoneun sang gwan eopni jigeum neon, are you ok without me

I'm gonna be ok, gonna be ok, I'll be ok, gonna be ok
Baby without you, baby without you
Neo eobshi meojige, eobshi meojige, deo meojige, eobshi meojige
Ireonal geoya, without you, saragal geoya, without you

credits: justhyuu @ flowinglyrics

TRANSLATIONS

*Without U*

I'm gonna be strong

Fine, breaking up is better
This was going to happen between us anyway
You were going to do this anyway
This is better, better than falling deeper in love anyway
I think of it as fortunate, that's why I'm okay

I gave you all my all
I believed you so I gave you my all
But you threw that away
I gave you my everything
So I'm gonna be okay

I'm gonna be okay
I'll be okay
Gonna be okay
Baby without you
Without you
Baby without you
Without you

Without you, I'll be cooler
More cooler
I'm going to stand up
Without you
I'll live on
Without you

Listen, everything happens for a reason
Everything happens for a reason
This is the last time you'll meet another man
Your words don't even make sense
Just turn around
It hurts me too much
I don't want to see you anymore

I was being fooled all this while
I didn't even know who you were
But I know now
You don't know love
So that's why I'm gonna be okay

Gonna be okay
I'll be okay
Gonna be okay
Baby without you
Without you
Baby without you
Without you

Without you, I'll be cooler
More cooler
I'm going to stand up
Without you
I'll live on
Without you

Why are you doing this to me, why?
Why do you have to do this to me, make me cry?
Was it enough to throw everything we had?
All of the times we were together
And the times we can never be together again
Aren't they wasteful, to you?
Does it not matter to you?
Even now, are you okay without me?

I'm gonna be okay
Gonna be okay
I'll be okay
Gonna be okay
Baby without you
Without you
Baby without you
Without you

Without you, I'll be cooler
More cooler
I'm going to stand up
Without you
I'll live on
Without you

Maja (Translation)

After you turned away, I missed you so much
I ran to you crazily
But what is this, what is this?
You're in the arms of another
You stare at him and smile
This isn't it, this isn't it, no, this can't be, why?

Baby, do you like being in his arms better?
Did you ever stop to think of me?
As soon as you turn away, as soon as you leave
Did you just erase me, forget me?
Don't you even have any regrets?
How could you be so natural?
As soon as you turn away, as soon as you leave
This is the story of how we broke up

As soon as I left you and turned away
I became so angry
Who are you to me? Who are you?
As I watch you laugh together
I pray that you'll be happy with him
Stupid, stupid, can't even talk, stupid

Baby, do you like being in his arms better?
Did you ever stop to think of me?
As soon as you turn away, as soon as you leave
Did you just erase me, forget me?
Don't you even have any regrets?
How could you be so natural?
As soon as you turn away, as soon as you leave
This is the story of how we broke up

I'll erase you from my heart
I don't need no consoling, I'm never going to love again
Fine, do as you want, if you want to leave, go ahead
I don't want to get hurt
I'm not sad at all, it ends right here

I'm sorry but I forgot you too
I have regrets but I've prayed for you, too
This is the story of our break up
This is the end right here

Baby, do you like being in his arms better?
Did you ever stop to think of me?
As soon as you turn away, as soon as you leave
Did you just erase me, forget me?
Don't you even have any regrets?
How could you be so natural?
As soon as you turn away, as soon as you leave
This is the story of how we broke up

Facts About U-Kiss

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credits: tmblr+onlyukiss twitter+soompi

Who’s the U-Kiss member who likes to read books?
Kibum likes to read books. He reads one when he wakes up in the morning.

Who’s the U-Kiss member that listed Nam Ji Hyun as his ideal type?
Dongho’s ideal types: Park Bo Young, Shin Min Ah, IU & Nam Ji Hyun. So it’s Dongho.

Who is the U-Kiss member who wants to be a Hollywood actor someday?
Eli wants to be a Hollywood actor.

How about this, who’s the U-Kiss member who sleeps the most?
It’s Kibum who sleeps the most.

Who is the U-Kiss member who eats the most?
Eli eats the most.

2ne1’s Try to Follow Me is Alexander’s current favorite song.

Eli’s current ringtone: Bo Peep Bo Peep by T-Ara.

Dongho likes to eat meat.

U-Kiss won’t be attending Dream Concert 2010.

Alexander is Dongho’s math tutor in the group. He helps out with Dongho’s assignments.

Alexander’s GPA in college: 3.97 out of 4.00 (WOAHHHH! D8 )

Dongho plays Warcraft and probably other online games.

Kibum doesn’t have a girlfriend. Definitely not one in SNSD.

A Kiseop fact? He wants to be a programmer.

Kibum had his first love last August 28, 2008. Wanna know her name?

Her name is.. Kisumi / Kiss Me.
A fact about Kevin? He’s hugging a teddy bear while sleeping.

How many siblings do each of the members have?
That I don’t know. I only know that Kevin has a sister, Eli has younger siblings and such. (Xander has his sister Victoria and I think another sister. Eli has an older and younger sister. Then of course Kibum’s brother)
Kevin likes blue & Dongho likes pink.

Dongho and IU good friends. IU is Dongho’s ideal type, but that’s just it.

Does Eli live alone?
I’m quite confused. Eli said his mother is in US but in Raising Idols he said he lives with his parents. (He said on Mid Day Break he lived alone.)
There are 10 episodes of U-Kiss Vampire

Dongho was born in 1994. He’s 16 this year.

All U-Kiss members are Christians except for Kiseop who is a Buddhist.

Kevin and Xander remained in Korea for an extra day to film Star King because they are mainstays on that show.

Kevin does not have, and has never had, a girlfriend.

Kibum can speak Japanese. He can also read and write hiragana, Katakana and kanji.

U-kiss will return to the Philippines on May 29th

Xander was born in ‘88.

Kevin’s favourite colour is blue

General answer: All U-Kiss members are single.

I don’t think they have time for sports, but they do play games together. Nintendo and such.

I think Xander likes Chinese foods.

U-Kiss are allowed to date

U-Kiss are all single (I Think). They don’t have time for dating.

Eli likes well behaved girls.

I think Eli likes seafoods & steaks. He’s from the US.

All About Ukiss (pimp postt!)

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From the left; Soohyun, Kisop, Kibum, Eli, Dongho, Kevin, Xander

Today, let me write this special essay called "All about ukiss~" (why this is special?: cause i don't like writing essay, and this is the first time, i wrote this willingfully (lmao)
Warning: fulls of pimps and kinks lmao! kidding. Writing this based on my opinion and also some information from various website and by watching a lot of videos of them lol. and then, maybe consist of great bias of soohyun cause i lurve him and what else, some may not true (incorrect) due to mixture of my imagination and reality
done.
What is u-kiss?
U-Kiss stands for Ubiquitous Korean International Super Star , from which i don't know how to pronounce the ubiquitous (i'm a bad in pronouncation. that's why, i might making this group into downward side) . that why acronym is used, lol so we freely call them U-kiss instead of ubinshwdhwk somethingsomething korean international super star. xD They are from Brave Sound Company, Along with Z:EA and After School and ~~Dambi..Something lol =.="~~ SonDambi

Ukiss a korean pop idol group who used to consist six members until their comeback in November 2008, where the angel a.k.a the ulzzang Lee Kiseop making the group into seven-members with fulls with seven colors; ROYGBIV, that is!
Red; Alexander
Orange; Soohyun
Yellow; Kibum
Green; Kiseop
Blue; Eli
Indigo; Kevin
Violet; Dongho

Together, they are RAINBOW U-KISS!aha (i am so lame).

anyway!

U-KISS debuted in Japan on August 15, 2008, later in Korean on September 3 with their ~~notsocool~~ debut song; Not Young which is not that attarctive to me at first, later with their comeback song soon after that with their second single Bring It Back 2 Old School, With their 'I like you' once again, i don't like this song either and Talk to me (okay, i like this song for the first time, i heard this song). With addition of their first show all about ukiss, and do you know u-kiss? had attarcted the people who get know with this notthatfamous group and later.. in November 2009, they again arrived with their comback mini album conti-kiss and their totally changed concept from innocent to dark and temeng(arrogant) looking look, making them self into a spotlight to the people with their first lastest hit single ; Man Man Ha Ni Am i that easy? , and from this single, i think that time had making them shine and become famous (well, in my eyes, lol)

This year, on February, they released their first Album, Only One, and make their come back with the Song 빙글빙글 'Bingeul Bingeul' and Now they promoting their another song from the album, Mworago.뭐라고 and they also one of the group performing the dream Concert in this May. For the record, they also having their asia tour too... aiguu, i want them to Brunei TT____TT aku mau paluk Soohyun HAHA XD

Why U-kiss

Why? I don't know, i just addicted to them, after trying several listening on Man Man Ha Ni Song.
Yes, i don't know them, okay, i only know their name, not their faces or something, eversince my sister told me this group are U-kiss (she was showing small picture of them lol) until Man Man Ha Ni comes. Where we saw from AllKpop. And we make fun of them. lol =.=" and i was so damn confused with their faces. Yes, Yes, this group also the one that we(me and my sister) used to look down and make fun with (lol, fyi also, we also makes fun of other group as well...except for BEAST, totally exception) and then, wtf, we loved this group soon after we put our hatred on their man man ha ni song from which that song turned me into crazy fangirl. =.="

Wait, that song isn't the main factor for me to like this group. It's all started with The Magnae of the group Shin Dongho, from Idol Magnae Rebellion, from that, i become interested on him and who's the group and it's dragged to watching their U-Kiss Vampire (i fell for their craziness lmao!) and now, i'm fan of them, so i decided to choose them in my Pimping Post! XD

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Let's we go to the eldest to the youngest. Shall we?
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Alexander (알렉산더)

Real Name: Alexander (알렉산더) Lee Eusebio
Birth date: July 29, 1989 (1989-07-29) (age 19)
Family: Parents, Older Sister
Talents: English, Chinese, Portuguese, Japanese, Rap
Facts: He can speak 7 different languages.

U-Kiss members, Kevin and Alexander had been chosen as the new VJ for Arirang TV's music program ‘Pops In Seoul’ along with Isak because of their fluency in the English language.

Note: They only hosts segments with Isak: 'All About You.' Which is a segment on Pops In Seoul, when viewers/listeners send in their personal stories & problems, depending on the week's theme. And then Kevin, Alexander and Isak try to help, giving their advices, experiences and also their personal stories.

‘Pops In Seoul’ is a program that introduces Korean singers and their music videos as well as music news. It is being broadcast in 188 countries. The first recording took place on January 30.

Alexander, or Xander, which most of the fangirls loves to call to is The Oldest yet So Childish Member of the group. He remind of my friend, who yeah looking mature (wait, they older) but has a brain like a kid lol, he like to play around and making fun with others. He is the Prankster Along with Kibum, Who likes to bullies his members mostly Kevin and Dongho He is also funny in making faces lol, e.g in U-kiss Vampire; where he making fun of the AB type girl, lol the way his make his face was epic Not to mention, the way he scream for help and laugh are totally epic. HAHA xD
The O-type Aegeyo Member, though he doesn't like aegeyo. (hmmm weird) ahha xD Who love acting cute and it's his charm to attarct the girl with his acting cuteness (from which i could see overload crackness HAHA)

One of the members yg kana hantam (ehem, i mean you see the stylist love making fun of his hair) Though he looks weird from the debut(the Not Young MV) , what the afro hair? , he like to take pictures and oh, yeah. He is a rapper alright. xD

He is half Korean, quarter Portugese and quarter Chinese from his Portuguese Chinese father and his Korean mother. And Yes, He speaks 7 different languages at varying degrees, which he has showcased on many occasions: Spanish, Portuguese, Cantonese, Korean, English, Mandarin, some Japanese and some Filipino, that's make him bad in Korean too. (he should learn Malay HAHA :P )lol, he is one of the member who bad in korean language *and spelling* (as you see in U-kiss vampire when come to Korean Test, he failed. xP )

Soo Hyun (수현)

Real Name: Shin Soo Hyun (신수현)
Birth date: March 11, 1989 (1989-03-11) (age 20)
Family: Parents, Older Sister & Younger Sister
Talents: R&B, Dance, Soccer, Singing, Piano
Facts: He was a trainee under Good Entertainment and JYP Entertainment before. Thus he is close with some 2PM and 2AM artists.

My Husband.. ekk HAHA =.=" joking, anyway.
He is the one of the main vocalist, and he loves to sing a lot. whenever he got a chance, he sings All about U-kiss lol, Everyone thought he is the main-main one from which actually Kevin took that place away. Anyway, he is pooweerrr Vocal xD , his voice is pretty recognisable (except the autotune stuff, that might ruin your ears to recognize who except kevin lol), he also good dancer along with Kevin (yes, kevin).

And lol, he is.. hmm.. what can i say about it, kambang(ehem, kambang=showoff) xD
HAHA =.=" yeah, like the time he was trying to show off his abs glariously (but lol, failed) until someone pulled his shirt up. HAHA , kambang tah banar =.=" i don't know what to say it in english, so please look it up at dictionary lol.(but that that side of him make me swoonlol), but still, everyone said, he had the best body indeed(apart from Kiseop and Kibum...with abs HAHA *drools*
like thiss, um yummy abs of him LOL.

He also a dork outside the stage, but once he enter the stage, he transformed into rather monster(like the members said HAHA), with that cool and fierce look of him make me swoon HAHA
like in Bingeul-Bingeul... ahh.. he so adorable (uh.. although i think it's better hot than adorable but then...) i want him to be a bit chubbier! D: HAHA xD

And yeah, Most of the fans said that he is friendly and loves his fans a lot (well, you can his picture with their fan in the car and then on the place it self, with ohadorable smile of his T.T ) whatelse. HAHA xD Soohyun is also romantic ,he is good type to become a boyfriend like in U-kiss vampire, where he blind date with A-type girl and they were like mushy2x and ohh~ it's a true couple indeed HAHA and worriesome type of person(like he was worrying what will happen when they going to have their first time sleeoing in same apartment). Oh yeah, He is the one who sleep the weirdest, he popping while sleeping Like wow? hhaa xD Not to mention, when he's evil.. lol, he 's even making fun and laugh like mad cow, when they had competition with 2nd grader on Korean, the moment where the kid loses. Yes, he's evil! HAHA. how could he.

Soohyun also likes to play around and just screws up with other people with tamer pranks (compared to veterans Kibum and Alex) lol. Eli was trying to introduce himself to their Japanese audience in a show and he was just dawdling back and forth behind him lol. Also once they were all sleeping together and the camera was focused on someone else and then Soohyun started hogging the camera to himself and sang random songs to show off. He likes the nickname "Power Vocal" too. :P He uses it to introduce himself: "U-Kiss fighting! Power Vocal fighting! Soohyunnie fighting!" dorky fierce amazing love all rolled up in one power vocal.

Ki Bum (기범)

Real Name: Kim Ki Bum (김기범)
Birth date: December 29, 1990 (1990-12-29) (age 18)
Family: Parents, Older Brother
Talents: Composing Music, Poppin' Dance, Japanese, Piano, Singing, Composing, Acting.
Facts: They claimed him to be the member who farts the most :P

Kim Ki Bum is The Young brother of SS501's Kim Hyung Joon (haha kiuttt) and also the former member of Xing. He is not the oldest, but he upgraded into a leader (not officially though) due to his coolness and his seme-ness. One of Main Vocalist member, but then, SooHyun and Kevin had taken his place sort of HAHA

Known as the Devil (by me) lol, why? cause he keep on kicking Kevin away, but in the end, he pulled Kevin back to his side. lol, kibum used to bullying Kevin, biting Kevin, feeding Kevin, and a lot of whoring around with the boy. They have fun together, sharing their moment together (gosh, soo yaoi haha *drools* and also 'involved' in famous scandal (lol, watch it on All bout U-kiss episode one). Basically they share their love together and They are truely OTP in U-kiss group lol. And where Xander tried to pull Kevin away, Kibum budged in and took Kevin away (lol possessive much? kibum?) xD and so, Xander is the culprit for budging in their love story AHAH =.=" <> like the moment he was going to eat the food but then he removed it again, and beckoned Kevin to eat and kevin ate it HAHA

lol, that remind me, when he got angry( U-kiss vampire), i thought he going really to get out from the apartment, but in the end, he actually taking a sweet =.=" lol. Being O-type person, he also happy-go-lucky person (exception he only do it in serious-look of his LOL) and craziness. xD

Fact: KiBum's day isnt complete without him disturbing and annoying Kevin. (HAHA) that's remind, Xander Shipped Kemaru. AHA.
Kemaru is still on-going you know? proof:

90KKB @Kevinwoo91 케빈아~보고싶옹 I miss u kevin~~ㅋㅋ

and Kibum sure know how to tease us.

Name: Lee Kiseop
Birth Date: 1991.01.17
Blood Type: A
Height: 180cm
Weight: 60kg
Hobbies: Listening to music, taking photos, piano, acting
Talents: Tae Kwon Do, dance, acting, being attractive
Language(s): Korean

Kiseop is the former ulzzang and the new member of U-kiss. In U-kiss vampire, he told people that he once wanted to suicide due to many failure of trying to get a jobs from the companies, but then he stopped on trying to do that, when he saw his mother cried for him. So he get back up and now, you see him. He is now become a singer in this group xD although you could see for now, he haven't (i couldn't see the part of him singing yet, only become a dancer and singer from the back) but In Mworago! yeah, you could see he sing for 20 lines and managed to dance in front lagi tu XD what a accomplishment! Kiseop smexy! xD

Not to mention, he worked out his body too, like In Ukiss vampire, gosh, bermuscle kaliah his arm. D: but then, he's a type of person who reserved person, he is quite most of the time, *sort of XP * but then , what i know about him is he iS A COWARD! LOL , i just love him xD , he even ran away rather than playing those flying thingy with his partner . Gosh, he is so adorable XD , how can he let his dignity flies by , aiguu XD. and since he's a coward, the O-type people likes to make fun of him lol, like Kevin who tries to scare him off and Kiseop smcked him for scaring him xD and even slightly noise made him flinched and had his big eyes O___O . lol, he also type of people who worries a lot. xD

Kiseop’s hobbies are taking pictures and playing the piano. He enjoys taking pictures as well as having his picture taken. His skills include dancing, singing, and Taekwondo. He is a 3rd-degree black belt in Taekwondo (how talented he is XD) .He is good in acting too, he took acting lessons and while he was modelling for a shopping mall run by his friend, he auditioned and got into U-Kiss.

and he seem less talkative than the other members in U-Kiss. (can't help ot since he's new, don't worry kiseop! :D you still have long time to go for that! :D you can do it!)

And everyone loves him xD that's for sure :3 And oh, not to mention, he is the one who somehow broke off the Shin couple lol, cause dongho loves him more than Soohyun (poor soohyun, nu worries, you have me XP kekekeke)

Eli (일라이)

Real Name: Eli (일라이) / Kim Kyoung Jae (김경재)
Birth date: March 13, 1991 (1991-03-13) (age 18)
Family: Parents, Older Sister, Younger Sister
Talents: Taekwondo, Kung Fu, English, Chinese, Rap

Eli as MC

The new show Fusion with guest comedian Park Myung-soo and a handsome group of other MC's where selected.

MBC will be broadcasting it. There will be stars appearing on the show. Park Myung-soo the MC said this show will be 'natural' and won't be the usual kind of show.

Yusyeun DJ and MC is supposed to ask the guests awkward questions.

Their first guests were 2AM. And another host for the show is U-Kiss's Eli. He gave a message to the youngest, Dong Ho, to 'Stay in school'.

Other guests that may come on are one of the F4 members from Boys Over Flowers, TVXQ'S Hero, and a member for Big Bang.

It was first broadcast last April 1 at 9:00pm.

Eli Who was born in LA then he moved to Washington DC. He then went to Beijing to study, so he knows Mandarin. He learned Kung Fu and Taekwondo for 12 years. He can speak English fluently.

One of Baddest guy in the group. xD (the other one is Kiseop) , he is suited to be Delinquent types for me. xD he also the one who kana antam oleh stylist.. get what i said? He is the one who has his hair get changed everytime there's new song. From beautiful hair to shaved it to death, and then hids weird hair... basically he got really weird hair (exception , there's a one that hairstyle that suit him the best,) same like JunHyung, who had to face with scary nuunaa for having weird hairstyle

He is the one that i less recognizable D: (like kiseop) hhaa, he is the one who bring laugghter to the group as he's funny and is famous for being a pigeon lol xD yeah, his pigeon act is EPIC, EPIC WIN FTW! He's the one that i finally realized that he got really beautiful face lol =.=" (i'm sorry, eli, i think i fallen for you teeheeee!) xD

Also one of the rapper, baddass and manly rapper (xander is out) HAHA xD he also one of the member who is worst (perhaps worser) in korean language. Can't help it since he's not that fluent in korean, but still xD Eli, he's a fanboy himself: he's got a huge crush on Yoon Eun Hye and even apologized to Gong Yoo for it. So polite lol.

Anyway, his look getting better in Man Man Ha Ni, with that blonde hair so suit him, but then his hair back to back during Bingeul Bingeul and then his hair get cut and dyed into grey during mworago days. xD

Same like O-type brothers, crazy and active one HAHA xD

Kevin (케빈)

Real Name: Kevin (케빈) / Woo Sung Hyun (우성현)
Birth date: November 25, 1991 (1991-11-25) (age 17)
Family: Parents, Older Sister
Talents: Poppin' Dance, Guitar, Piano, English, Singing
Facts: He lived in California/San Francisco, so he's also fluent in English. Along with KiBum, he is also a former member of Xing.
Who Also known as the member who doesn't wash most of the time- Ukiss vampire :P

Kevin Woo who also former member of Xing along with Kibum, has this strong boyromance relationship during that Xing days, taking role of 'uke' in this matter haha xD. Lived in California, San Franciso, making him fluent in English and also rotten in Korean. Bad in rock, paper, scissor.

The smiling Angel, yes, he's indeed Angel, but then very sneaky boy. Yes, he is xD Aegyo boy, he can act cute more than Xander(Xander did aegyo in cheesy way ahah) than magnae too, he can make you fall for his cuteness, according to fan accounts, he only projects his voice so he would sound cute, which is lol.

Because he likes to act as the magnae with his cuteness, consequently he also gets the top spot for being bullied by Alex and Kibum. Once, Kibum pulled off the top of his PJs with a yank of his hand, and Kevin gasped "OHH~!" in a really girly manner. He also gets bitten and pushed around A LOT (especially with Kibum). He's closest to Kibum since the two have shared a long-time suspicious intimate relationship back from their Xing 1st Generation days. Interestingly, he doesn't mind Kibum's teasing. Many fans pair these two up (really; we're just waiting for them to take their vows lol) and you'd see him clinging to the ultimate seme that is Kibum. (Sometimes though, he uses Alex to make Kibum jealous which resulted to Kibum claiming Kevin as *his*.)

So lazy, just copy paste from lord livejournal, from which i'll credit later*

Dong Ho (동호)

Real Name: Shin Dong Ho (신동호)
Birth date: June 29, 1994 (1994-06-29) (age 14)
Family: Parents, Older Brother
Talents: Golf, Drums, Chinese, Soccer
Facts: He is fluent in Mandarin. He is the Magnae or youngest of the group. He is also known as TOTOY CORNROWS.

Dongho the magnae of the group, who seems good in Mandarin, but not good enough(proof in U-kiss Vampire, lol the girl didn't say her age at all) He's the cool type person as he's B-type and ignorant type of people (from which, he DO ignore everytime, aigu) xD

He's also type of rebellious and rather rude person(he become that ever since 3rd mini album comes out lol), but that make the girls goes wooeee on him xD . Dongho is not that type of aegyo, it's seems like he cute naturally, yes, just by smiling and that laughter of him and childish act of him makes him cute ( it's just come out naturally)

also the one who get antam oleh hair stylist, from long hair , to short mushroom hair to red hair and then get bleached and bleached all over again. He stated that it was painful get bleached for many hundreds of type. Aiguu poor him D:

anyway, he changed from innocent to not so innocent any more, but still, he's still innocent and cute to me! LOL (like mworago; he somehow revert to his old self, CUTE!)

It's seems like he also changes his ideal girl.. haha xD cause he chooses shin minah rather than his two loved one ; bo young and IUU lol. =.="

Dongho is the youngest/magnae of U-Kiss and also one of the most transformed members in the group imo. In Not Young he donned ~~lulzy~~ cornrows (which was equally amusing as Alexander's afrolicious hair) and acted like he was... well, not young lol. (Trivia! Kevin's mum in the MV was actually his mum.) After that came I Like You, wherein he had a bowlcut which screamed TOO YOUNG!!1 for words lol. Then, with Man Man Ha Ni he finally--thank heavens!--had the most decent one he's ever had: a very fierce and badass red-dyed haircut. What's constant in him is that he always gets a few singing parts B( but you gotta face the reality of a kid undergoing puberty lol. Sometimes he squeaks when he sings. 8D/

But being the magnae has its consequences. He isn't homeschooled or tutored which is an extra effort for him, because after classes he has to directly go to practice. What a hardworking boy 8'). (Through he mentioned he was in the 200th rank out of the 300 or so students in his class lol.) He's constantly bullied in the group and is responsible for doing the cute poses lol (in which Kevin tops him off). He's not that amused with Kevin always outdoing him in stuff, oh no. Also, his aegyo poses are kinda... awkward (unlike Kevin who *is* a pro lmfao). But his smile is really really adorable and sweet. He also crushes on WG's Sunye so hard that his wish is to kiss her when he comes of age. So cute~ *A* And to add in his adorableness factor, he also knits! ♥

He used to be playful but was always corrected by his groupmates so he tried his very best to become mature for their new album. Of course, we can all see it pulled off and now people are heartbroken and/or debating whether to pursue Dongho. I SAY YES! lol. In an interview, five members claimed that Dongho fitted their new gangster Gangnam attitude the best, and he's just like, "well yeah of course duh *shrugs*". Talk about badass.

But careful kids, he's only 15. ;>

DISCOGRAPHY

#	Information	Tracklisting

1st	Title: Only One Released: February 3, 2010 Language: Korean Label: NH Media	Intro Round and Round (Bingeul Bingeul)[빙글빙글] Without You What [뭐라고] Bang Bang Bang Dancing Floor Man Man Ha Ni [만만하니](Remix) OK (Remix) I Like You / 니가 좋아 (Remix) Talk To Me (Remix) Not Young [어리지않아](Remix) Give It To Me (Remix) Round and Round [빙글빙글- (Instrumental) What [뭐라고] (Instrumental)

Mini

1st	Title: N-Generation Released: September 5, 2008 Language: Korean Label: NH Media	Intro (Pump Pump) Not Young (어리지 않아) Give It To me Not Young (어리지 않아) [MR]
2nd	Title: Bring It Back 2 Old School Released: February 11, 2009 Language: Korean Label: NH Media	Intro (On Fire) I Like You (니가 좋아) Talk To Me I Like You (니가 좋아) [Instrumental]
3rd	Title: Conti Ukiss Released: November 5, 2009 Language: Korean Label: NH Media	Intro Man Man Ha Ni (만만하니) OK! Man Man Ha Ni (만만하니) [MR] OK! [MR]

Music Video

Not Young :D

Vr 2

I like You :D

Talk To me :D

Man Man Ha Ni :D

Bingeul Bingeul :D

Mworago

ARIGATOU! GOZAIMASUU! :D

Now I can use a gun to kill my lunch, and I don\'t have to love or think too much,♥

2010-05-01T07:11:00.000-07:00

Aku rasa mau nangis...antah eh...aku inda mau nangis, ~~but still i kinda hate this kind of feeling.~~
apakan .

My awesome new hair. HAHA, not really. old but still new. :P

Naega keureokke reokke manmanhani?
Naega keureokke reokke manmanhani?
Naega keureokke reokke manmanhani?
Naega keureokke reokke manmanhani?

ahaha. =.="

Update?

Escapade! :D full to the max, thanks teacher for lanja kami food.

Soyebaa, Thanks to Amal for lanja kami food dua kali. we love ya

Watched Junjou romantica, i was ~~Sexually aroused~~ by it haha :P

Aku mau lukis Yaoi. I wanted to draw yaoi eh. XD

Aku angau U-kiss

Mood Swing berabis.

Tried to get over it, tapi inda menjadi that's make me hate this even more

dance; decided to use 4 songs from U-kiss! YAY! :D

Nuuu! Soohyun! Don't ~~choose that girl~~ as your girlfriend, URG BRUNEI WAH PILIH!! HAHA Racist much? *kes mental* xD

Aku realized that Eli actually has really pretty face, tergamam ku wah ahah xD

Soohyun

Planned to make rant post about U-kiss members :P haha! xD

Lunch date with Dongho, sama Kemaru

And Bergossipan and Mengumpat session with C-raihan tyme menunggu lesson Physic.

And aku salah masuk class.

Like crap.

Aku emo.

lalalal~

Apa ku patut ceta lagi ah.

Been busy lately.

And aku reject urg's punya offer balik2x sal aku ngalih.

Aku inda mau ~~datekahapatapiiamemajalandddd~~ aku mau tidur.

lagipun...i'm prefer with friends,rather with someoneelse (except oppaku and my jagiya thahaaa) xD

Aku malas kan melayan ia.

Aku mau tutup segalanya.

Aku mau My Bestfriend, to confort me.

Adakah patut ia putuskan girlfriendnya.

gila kah apa. HAHA XP

I miss my old beautiful skins of mine.

I keep on listening Man Man Ha Ni for no reason.

My Husband, My oppa ;8D

Lalalala, Mworagoo? haha

"ihateyouforlovingyou" Mworago?

Baby, talk, talk to me.

You such a bad bad boy. You broke my heart, tore me apart.

And You make my head spinning and Spinning.

You make me pissed off

Please come back to me.

Seriously,

you’re the only one I wish for, you’re the only one I want to look after.

My old self... nda bedanya pun kan? xD

Soohyunkuuu

The end I-zu-meh

2010-04-28T06:44:00.000-07:00

PALUI KAH APA KALI.
YOU SUCH AN ASSHOLE =.=

Mworago!?

2010-04-26T07:52:00.000-07:00

P.S: i tend to do strike so that biar kamu kusut :P

HEAR MY CONFESSION.

Let's get this over it. Let me let out all these kind of mess up in my mind, like seriously.
I hate when i get gloomy like my other friends, i can't be optimistic like i used to be, thanks
to certain someone, i get this feeling, i get down easily. like hell yeah.

The other asshole trying to force me to accept ia, like wth. i don't want other interruption, cukup ada ia sorang ja. don't be that desperate. I don't like it. It's not you the only one have that situation.
Look, i have too much white lies flying around my life. All of the things are fake.
Yes, i likes to deny everything, everything. I just like to keep it myself, all these weird and odd feeling. urgh =____="
No, it's not you,No, it's not you. No, i'm fine. *insert happy emotion*
but in fact, the truth is it's ~~your damn fault.~~ Thanks, for ruining my life, jackass.
I shouldn't hear that stuff at first place, yes, it's my own damn fault =.= , thanks to my curiosity for ruining my life.
Now, i realized that They all jerks, assholes.
Yes, Assholes, stop distrubing my lifes, dumbass.
I wish that the time turned back, from back to the start you never know me yet.
So that i could be happy like i used to be. yay! =___="
Pain in the ass tah banar.
Aku lapar.
Aku kusut.
I'm trying to forget all these things.
tapi makin parah plg.
My bestfriend didn't see me as bestfriend, HURT tah banar. although i heard it a lot of time,
tapi ... nth eh, this time, it was like struck through my heart.
I shouldn't hear at the time, ~~nowiknowshewasinsultingme~~ like WTF much?
i didn't do that at her, behind her back? like WTF much? Fine, it's my habit. Sorry for ruining your life, but can't help it, it's already my atitude, you cannot change me. Sorry for that.
Antah eh. Apakan ku cakapkan ani.
Sorry if salah satu kamu terasa *apakan cam tah dorang membaca ani* bla bla blaaa.
Aku sasak tahap maxima udah ni.
Nah, Kes conflict my friends udah terjangkit arah ku. Alright alright, i'll try my best to say sorry.
SORRY!.
apakan.
Whatever , whatver.
I'm getting sick of this,
Bla bla blaaaa
I don't trust ~~hjkhhjhka~~ .
I just want normal life. With normal friends.
*sigh*
Apakan.
Inda jua ku tau apa ku cakapkan ani.
Biar lah lah kmu teka teki on what i am saying.

Sometimes I wish I was a little kid again... skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

2010-04-22T08:23:00.000-07:00

I'm fine, i'm totally fine
And no, i'm not. I'm exhausted, tired, sangal, panat, sadih, sadist.(wtf?) apa lagi..pissed berabis. WOO! moodswing kaliah! xD
POKOKNYAAAA
yg segala negative lah lingkungi saya.
nyeh, nyeh, nyeh. who cares? no one read this anyway. I'll just spam and spam. =.=

-

The weird feeling comes again. weee! that's mean I HAVE TO STAY AWAY FROM THINGS tomorrow. like seriously. i don't want to say or do anything...this sicken me.

Survey! (cause i'm fucking pissed off right now, it's MOODSWING!
i know it's annoying!

Have you ever been in love or thought so?
: yeah. i guess. or not. i don't know =.="

If yes, who was the first person you ever have loved?
: Kim jonghyun baby!! :P

What are your views on gay rights?
: Awesome. *COUGH* =.='

What is the biggest amount of times you've dated someone?
: One. Or lesser than that. hahaha.

Would you rather be single or in a relationship?
: Antah.

Are you straight, bi, gay, lesbian, or not sure?
: Straight line. HAHA

Have you ever 'lost it' to anybody yet?
: No.

Are you currently in a relationship with anybody?
: Yes. *with my oppa ;P HAHA*

What if the last person you kissed walked out of your life?
: Ouch D:

Have you ever been in love with one of your closest friends?
: Vice-versa?

Have you ever just felt like giving up?
: Yes. Like right now.

Do you like kissing?
: Yes, Cause Oppa is bobo-monster AHHA

Do you have any bad relationship experiences from your past?
: Nop

What do you think makes somebody attractive?
: The charm.

What matters more to you, looks, personality, or money?
: Money. HAHA JKJK! idk. that's depend.

Would you dump someone if they would not go too intimate with you?
: too is no.

Have you ever experimented with the same sex?
: HAHA! if i was a guy, mana sja deehhh ;P

Have you ever used corny pickup lines? Did it work?
: eww... nath.

Do you look for a sense of humor or seriousness?
: Half2x ;D

Have you ever stayed up very late talking to the person you like[d]?
: Yeah.

Were you single this Valentines Day?
: No eh. *sparkly eyes to my oppa*

Is there anything you are holding back from telling somebody?
: Yes. *sigh*

Have you ever made out in a movie theatre?
: LOL!

Have you ever had one of those really romantic nights with someone?
: ohhh.. nanti tah. 10 years later ;p

Would you ever have a one night stand?
: ???

Have you ever been set up on a blind date?
: HAHA, no.

Have your parents ever not approved of someone?
: Antah ah.

If someone can play guitar or sing, are automatically hott to you?
: Nah. They are not appeal to me :P except dancing is love ;p

Does smelling good matter to you?
: Yes. Natural is better. haha xD

Would you like someone if they were addicted to Call of Duty too much?
: Mun game mana sja. D: *+GEEK MUCH* haha xD

Bingeul Bingeul

2010-04-22T05:19:00.000-07:00

Update?

Let's see... Not much update.

Okay, fine there's a lot. But i'm too lazy to write it all down.

The basic thing is someone keep on bugging me, i hate it. I don't like it. like seriously.

I fell in love with U-kiss, Soohyun. Like seriously, I love those people.

And Aku jangkitkan my addiction to my other twins. :P and they actually fell for it.

Me= SooHyun, Sham= Dongho, Aki = Kevin

but then no one could replace;

my Jonghyun nor Sham'sWooYoung and Aki's Hongki in our heart HAHA xP

Apakan =.="

Dance practice = 30%. I messed up big time.

I need to reorganize things up.

My Computer...for the first time it's U.

Big U, my mark is seriously lower than Aki, and the others.

24% , like :/ need to revise...but then...masalahnya aku inda paham!! I HATE A2!! D:

and shit...Project atu pun alum terbuat :/ i miss miss irene D:

apakan.

Math ku...i managed to maintain it :) , let's hope that my physic get B or C :/

I seriously need to revise for My AS |:

Not So ready for something, thus i have to create...white lie.

What's else. Crisis among my friends are somehow disturbing me.

But then, i don't want to interrupt, cause i'm suck at this, antah2x makin parah ada plg :/

Too busy, too busy.

hmm..i wanted to write this down, but thinking someone might read this, inda jadi lah. XD

or not.

antah eh.

Aku Rindu Soohyun ): really badly... apakan xDD antah eh =____="

(maybe because i rindu boom+kangin.)

Hmmm......................................... Aish, this weird feeling strikes back again T.T (hateithateit)

Aku Ngalih lately :/ I slept early and...I get tired on the next day.

And I slept during Lunch and Break Time.

That's all for today ;D

you have voliated my heart

2010-04-22T05:10:00.000-07:00

Kisshiieeeee :3
신수현
Soohyun ku kiut :P
Angau ku kan ia :/ aku rindu ia eh. (oppaa~ i love you too, dun't worry :3)
Inda pa lah, Soohyun kau jadi husband ku yg kedua :P

Nah, Husbandku yg sebanarrr
Kimjonghyun!! somehowi'mpervertedlookingathispictureesptheonehisrighthandplacedone~~erectednippleofhis~~
HAHAHA

Rainism..on train. HAHA l

without you

2010-04-20T05:35:00.000-07:00

Jonghyun: 자기야 (Darling), I'm sorry...that I can't be a good husband to you. And let's have a baby, quickly! We are childless--
Everyone: 하하하하하하하하하하하하하하하~~!!!!
Shinyoung: What's that?! This is the first time that I heard about infertility when we're doing a video message! 하하하하!!
Jonghyun: 사랑 해 ♥
Shindong: Okay, that was good.
Shinyoung: Say, 'Honey, I love you' again!
Jonghyun: 여보, 사랑 해 ♥♥♥

LMAO!! jonghyunoppa-ahhh!! xDD asteee! ~~yes, bah ju tah awal ani~~ urg angau. haha xD

No comment about my life. There's Up and Down..
and yeah, that's all.

I want to do more kendo. I think my kendo is getting worse.
~~Love~~ Ex-love :P is too popular, ehem, i mean he's too friendly =.=
everywhere i go, i saw him.. with girls =.=" ~~boysarewomanizer~~ aish, why i always pick the victims of ~~overly friendly =.="~~

Need to find new victim...

I want delinquent one! haha! (Wild+Hot = Smex = PERFECT!) same like ~~zwero~~ *cough* i mean, not the deliquent, yg beranti sekulahnya tu.. usulnya ganya *swoon*

Imagine~, The way he dress, the messy hair, the unbutton shirt, tie ilang antah kemana, the way he smirk are so flirtatious (~~fuck~~ atu playboy =.=" ) ehem, i mean everyone scared of him, he wear earring cam zero at his side of the ear *swoon* xP and basically, yeah, he's wild and hard to tame 8D like WOW! haha =.="
angau. haha xD

SOOHYUN!
Shin Soohyun, my new bias *swoon* aiguu~ the one who i never noticed before and now shining like a star in my heart AHA =.=

Why i like him? hmm... he's quite chubby ahh ;p (cuatah isikan lagi your tummy ah, soohyunn-ahh) biar chubby lagi, It's LOVE ahha apakan =.=" he remind me of Boom+Kangin = i miss them ):

Oh well, Soohyun ahh...is perfect guy for me HAHA (yes, not you oppa, kau kambang :P hahah)

That's all for now. My brain seems lagging today. Inda tau mengapa ;S

Oh well.

See ya around :D

My usagi

2010-04-11T03:37:00.000-07:00

Meltssss
Kim Jong Hyun :D
Why you have to say that girl's name huh? JEALOUS KU TU
hehehhehehe xD

I fucking hate the term jongsica because i fucking hate jessica(not really, but when comes to jonghyun, yeah it's hatred.) but i love jonghyun

A! :)

In dilemma.
Sigh...kusut.kusut and kusut.
Seriously.I don't want to involve this.
any of this.
malas.
sasak.
antah eh.

Kusut ku.

Love is fucking hurt haha xD
~~menyasalkueh~~

nyeh :/

2010-04-11T03:26:00.000-07:00

:/ :/ :/

You Asshole, why you ignoring me.
You are just the same like the other, Dumbass.

think of it..

2010-04-08T08:25:00.000-07:00

I am really hurt.
hurt to hear to the fact that she don't see me as her bestfriend.
I'm....aish. really hurt.

Your love made me a prisoner and now my heart's been doing time.

2010-04-08T08:08:00.000-07:00

KIMJONGHYUNN!!!
Happy 20th birthday :D
Stay healthy and eat MOAR FOOD. I tell ya, MOAR FOOD! You need to be chubbier like kangin! kidding :)
and now i realize that oppa is quite muscular *BLUSH* HAHA ;p
My oppa, my hubby and my husband :P
HAHAH XD
oppa saranghaeee :D

Now, i have two official husband LOL xD one is kimjonghyun and other one.... tee-heee :8D

now, i'm really jealous over....his flawless skin *frown and pout*
dicompare aku.. heh. habis jerawat on my forehead..ruin my flawless skins T_T
apa ini, my face ahh.. dahlah darker than black(hahah) and jerawat lagi berluasa arah my forehead, ke chin and now my beautiful cheek kan dkacau nya.
Damn you pimples.

MENYASAL KU!
yes, i am regretting on activating my facebook.
makin parah my heart ani meliat... T___T
inda pa. i am optimistic. i can handle my heart well.
i can hide my feeling well. HAHA waseh. xD
Yes, i am in denial. walaupun urg2x tanya kah apa, ku deny ja.
but deep inside my heart, i just want to say loud(KIAI lah bagus) to you guys that
YES! IT'S YOUR DAMN FUCKING FAULT!
THANKS FOR HURT-HURT MY FUCKING FRAGILE HEART.
IT'S YOUR DAMN FAULT.
YES! I'M FUCKING BLAMING TO YOU.

done. :)

aku mau min-min |:

FRENCH FRIES ISUK! :D

All day.

2010-04-06T03:33:00.000-07:00

Aku suka this boy atas ahh xP. i like him a bit higher than jonghyun ah...
*get glared by jonghyun*
teeheee~ xD
five more hour to go :) :)

and you see

2010-04-05T06:16:00.000-07:00

Hello blog, i'm feeling MUCH'CO better now. I guess, but i'm feeling so better than yesterday and the other days. xD i'm feeling freshhh! anyway, back to my story.

Ehem.

Hello BLOG.

My name is Mas Fatin, and today, let me tell you the story of me, my life and my school life in this lame world. you could say that.

The Name is Izu, most of people call me that. lol. and the people always tries to annoy me by calling me "Idah" or wahidah. Yeah right, they ended with a smack on their head for calling me that. My name is so typical, Mas, everyone got it . in my class, there's already four. like hell yeah. And fatin, wooo... that's too typical. there's so much fatin in my gp class. it's like four. yes four.

You could say, my life here is pretty much boring and dull, but then get colored by the circle of awesome friends, and my crazy sister and yeah some love things that i couldn't reach to, yeah often failed to capture it. but oh well, study goes first.

I love math, you can see. it's like i always do math everyday. Eventhough, the class is not math, i'm still doing math. Like today, i did math while learning physic, i did math during computer lesson, from which get caught up by teacher, but i DIDNT care :D

There's a lot of "friends" you could see in my school. annoying 'B' type :D but who cares, but then it did care me if it involved with my friends, they should be vanquish.

anyway. back to my story, in my school. let's me tell you the story of my school. It's dull and boring except for CCA. I took a lot of CCA =___=" and it's kinda dizzy me up. fast forward!

My family tree, in my family in the school. there's 5 members XD yeah, my family woo

There's Appa, the lovable appa, protective. and yes, he is full of flowery words. romantic you could say, in era romeo and juliet. so long and yet so hard to capture =____="

Umma, the greatest umma. always there when needed help. but the problem is she should become biologist. she freak in physic. and she has sharp mouth. she should become critic nah xD i mean the judge for AF. xD

Aki, the oldest triplet. crazy and yaoi and hentai freak. too crazy, and yet too nice. haha XD get corrupted already by the hentai lord.

Sham, known as Yuki-sama xD. the second oldest triplet. nice and always take care of me =___=" i felt like i'm burden to her since she always help me on wearing gi hakama aish. =___=" sorry T___T

and Me, Izu. the magnae of the triplet. sexy and yet beautiful AHHAHA. WTH O____O
nevermind that xD

i'm better off to do other things, i have to sleep at 10!! I TOLD YA FREAKING 10!!!

yeap.

2010-04-04T08:35:00.001-07:00

feeling a bit better now. LIKE HELL YEAH. im trying not to think of it and just be happy like i use to, but somhow the opstimitic of mine turned into pessimist.overly pessimist. yes, no one know if someone happy, deep inside them is happy. noone knows. T__T i need something/one to make my mood goes high. i'm getting tured of it. maybe i should confess 'someone' the truth, maybe that might ease me. but then, i dont want to tell. just watch and see. let time lead the way.

2010-04-04T06:53:00.000-07:00

I hate you? :D

muzik.

2010-04-03T06:01:00.000-07:00

JONGHYUN KUUU *3* he's such a cutieeeeee!! *glomph himm!* xD

*sigh* =___= i don't know how long it's going to be end. My uneasiness still floating around my mind.

Yes, aku masih in mode 'menyamal' ke tahap max, but no one seems to know that.

Wow, i am good actress right??? *but such a bad liar =____=*

tadi was awesome! xD WE Are so CRAZY while waiting for our car to pick us up =___="

Sekalinya ku liat, junior pun tersenyum liat kami gila2x atu =___=

Youknowthetopicthatwediscussabout ~~sex,sex,andsex~~ HAHA xD witty berabis kami ah.

And Yaoi is one the hottest topic ever, terdiam c-nad uleh kami xP

You could see that our circle of group is the only one yg bising berabis ani.

YAY! inda lama lagi step down! :D

T___T mana aci, lagi menyamal ku to the fact that only some yg dpt interview the juniors on MP/MPI/Prefects punya thingy, which is head and assistant prefect ):

Aku mau jua kan meninteview T___T

currently mendangar lagu love in the ice, which is sadden me even more T____T

aduhhh... i wish i would be a kid right now, back to the life that i loves the most. T____T

DBSK is temporarly ~~hopefully~~ stop as c-avex gitau yg Tohoshinki will stop their activities as a group and please support their solo activities‘.

T_____T

T_______________________________________T

i hate myself.

*nyanyi lagu i hate you song*

lol, no wonder c-jaz inda suka my haircut, it's like justin beibier HAHA xP LMAO!

speaking of him, yatah kami main2xkan ia kelamarin, i did funny stuff and my sister said.

This is so going to be internet, stating c-justin buat ini and itu xD lol, and i popped out and started to sing the first part of his famous song, from which aku inda tau apa, =__=" it's would be complete, if aku dyed the hair to blonde lol!

read this fanfic....HAHA gila HOT! EH! xDD =___=" i better stop spazzing.

FIGHTING! :D

and now i'm off to bed~ =_______________=

Take care of my girlfriend (please say no)

2010-04-02T06:24:00.000-07:00

I love this song =3=, i kept on singing 'Oh can't you see? I'm still lovin' you~'

Today my friend asked me if he could date you
Since I had broken up with you, he said he'd cherish you in my place

"THAT THAT THAT THAT THAT'S OKAY
GET GET GET GET AWAY
It's okay, it's not like we have anything to do with each other anymore
Stop saying sorry, my heart doesn't hurt
Please be a good boyfriend to her in place of me"

I can't get myself to say that I still can't sleep at night because of her
With a forced smile I encouraged him and sent him away OH GIRL

Oh can't you see? I'm still lovin' you
My heart still can't seem to let you go

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!
Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!

"She can't drink a lot and she doesn't like smoke
She hates being alone so always be with her"

Always celebrate her birthday and anniversaries"
I don't know why I'm telling him this

I know I'm going to turn around and regret this but I still acted cool
I know I'm going to be upset behind my friend's back and beg him not to

Oh can't you see? I'm still lovin' you
My heart still can't seem to let you go

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!
Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!

(Say) no no no (Say) you can't
(Say) you will wait for me
(Say) no no no (Say) you can't
(Say) you will wait for me

I can't get myself to say that I still can't sleep at night because of her
With a forced smile I encouraged him and sent him away OH GIRL

Oh can't you see? I'm still lovin' you
My heart still can't seem to let you go

Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!
Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!

credits: Desrae @ soompi

i wanna make you close your eyes

2010-04-02T06:07:00.000-07:00

Congrats
to
Sham UNNIE :P for get together with someone there. lol :P
i wish yoy guys best of lucks and be happy always :D

and

Happy firstmonthsary

To

Hanifishkandar and his girlfriend; Ashley!! ~~(so called ashley tisdale lol)~~ :P Be cool always and ash, take care of this boy okay!? he's so hard to tame down! haha :P

It's okay that you didn't call me that night :/ anyway, ash! you are really something! :D i'm hand him completely to you! :D anyway, nif&ash! if you got any problem with you guys, don't hesistate to call me and tell me everything about it, don't worry, you guys can get through this under my order lol jk jk :D smile always okay! :D

Anyway, update for today =_____="

I began to like Aki's fav song, it's so sad T_____T

I brought a gun! haha! perhiasan plg tu :/ but still it's zwero's gun kaliah *3*

I'm craving for pizza!

I got the feeling that i being isolated from the others.

I slept way too early for past 2 days.

And i'm going to do it started from today.

went to djah's crib tadi. it was fun.

watched supernatural season one, siukkkkk. baru jua ku meliat tu o.o

yes, jaz i have to admit cdean handsome, c jarrod just too inoccent!

ate pizza, and i ordered dat through phonr fpr da first time and eventually, i got extra slice! xD

my sis knows me too well, she knew why everything that i have done so far. aish

baru ku realise that my dad is sadist. haaha.

dats all for now+

friend's confession.

2010-04-02T03:54:00.000-07:00

It’s been a while
since my heart has been changing,
since I’ve been dealing with it lonesome..
every time you came back,
I hated the guy that made you cry

I’d rather protect you,
although I don’t know if it will make it better…

This time I’ll hold you and love you
is what I thought

Baby, come to me now
And be my lady
I’ve watched you for too long
I stood there with no words,
hiding my pitiful heart.

As a friend, to remain as friends,
I had to push the confessions down my throat
But now I’ll confess to you,
I love you…

You hold my hand and tell me you only have me
Keeping me as a friend,
you say it’s a blessing
Whenever you say let’s never change,
I had to push my feelings down

It might be best if I protect you,
not knowing if it will be better

I kept hearing it but I kept cool
I was too scared to lose you, but…

Baby (Baby) Come to me now (Come to me)
And be my lady (lady)
I’ve watched you for too long
I stood there with no words,
hiding my pitiful heart (No)

As a friend (Your friend), to remain as friends (I know),
I had to push the confessions down my throat (The overflowing words)

That confession (confession) I had to hold it in (I couldn’t say it)
But now I’ll confess to you,
I love you…

tsk, it's sad T_____T

Alright.

2010-04-01T02:33:00.000-07:00

Don'tworry about me here, i'll be fine bymyself.
Alone.

Things that i need to do now;
1) Need to study.
2) I need to divide my time properly.
3) I want to download more videos.
4) Quit being over-conscious.
5) Quit being so over-jealous.
6) Love My Jonghyun LOL
7) Quit everything.
8) I need to buy something.
9) ~~I want my Hanif ): HAHA, awu possessive ku ne D:~~ *minta maaf arah girlfriendnya -.-"*
10) Fucking life.
11) Study, study and study.
12) need to save money.
13) Bleh.
14) I don't want to talk with certain someone.

I'm quit on MSN.
Don't ask me why. I'm getting depressed over it.
I need someone to talk with.
HanifIshkandar D: I need you! ): like seriously /; i need to talk with you. I wanted to call you yesterday D: and talk with you over one hour. But then you busy with stuff ):
If you free, Call me instantly! ): I need the bestfriend comfort ):
Done.

2010-03-30T09:28:00.000-07:00

Crap.
I hope no one going to read that post. i hope *sweatdrop*

JONGHYUN OPPA!! SAVE ME! T,T

2010-03-30T08:14:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SEXY HUBBYY, GI/KIKWANGG (L)

si-mata sepeeet :D

You are one smex boy HAHA xD ~~please don't show your abs to the fans! just to me only D: HAHA~~
Unlike joon, kambang ah D:
(Now that remind me, inda lama gi birthday my husband ani HAHA *get bricked*

UPDATE! (in random order) P:

I miss my kambang! HAHA it's KJH HAHAH :P

Yatah, sekalinya C-TQ complain about my jjong atu kambang =____=" awu tau ku ia kambang ah, perasaan lebih HAHA xD but still i loved him :)

Energy's FUN day was awesome XD

We , the seven sisters including one brother and a father XD playing water in the sea LMAO

Kami kes boring, menunggu swash tu datang arah kami. panat eh =_____="

Aki kept on abusing me with 'annoying orange' lmao.

In a mood of drawing and writing right now.

I should be studying

AS inda lama gi :/

Maybe i should start tommorow. Math is a MUST!

Had a fun night talking with my dad and my mom. Obviously My dad is a great talker here xD

Deactivated My Facebook D: antah-ah, i had my reason to close it down xD (hint:....antah ahah)

I cut my hair, and it's short xD

speaking of it, ada urg mistake me as a boy lol =____=" and she flirted to me D8 like WTF haha xD

and oh, tiap kali jalan, from the day i cut my hair, anial must beside me. Yes.

Why?

He said. "Aku mau sama abang" =____= ohh~ rupanya ahhh.. now you want me cause you want big bro huh?

Got a chocolate from APPA(L) thank you :D

Whatelse. Oh yeah, been downloading many videos now.

Maknae rebellion was awesome!! :D

Watched that show with Shinee episode one.

i was loled when Jonghyun has to fight with this guy... obviously i could see oppa is the shortest one =_____=

Don't worry oppa! I love you! HAHA XD

DONGHO KIYOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!! xDD *pinch his cheek* and yet so innocent XD

*glare to dongho* dongho-ah, let noona lead you the way~ *nosebleed* HAHA XP

And that the first time, me and my sister dreamt about him O.O HAHA XD

Jonghyun dyed rambutnya :D

He should eat more, hyunnie ah! EAT MORE D: you too skinny!

Whatelse :/

AH! DOOSEOB!! ahhaha xD

Aku rindu dorang tvxq D:

Kendo was awesome tadi (Y) gila sweating berabis ;D

i was acting that i'm the love rival of jaz's love HAHA P:

Oh speaking of herrr love, she's still didn't believe that to fact yg ia ikut that club =____="

Well~ ~~what could i say~ walaupun that boy usulnya cam innocent but inda semestinya ia inda dpt ikut that lasak punya club right~~~

oh yeah ENERGY 1st year anniversary!

It's GOING TO BE AWESOMMMEEE!!!

Aku mau jonghyun -______-

Aku mau menari shock.

aku mau makan.

makan, makan, makan.

Antah, inda pandai beranti makan aku ani D: i'm like a tikus nya one of my friends.

I miss Junggi D: apa dream team ah.. ia sama c-run nda D:

Oh yes. My cousin stole jonghyun's hair color, no wonder his hair brown balik.

Nurul, you stole his hair! D:

and lol my grandmother complained that she is like kana possessed plg usulnya xD

C-Key rugged D: he can do girl's dance.

and Mir IS SOO CUTE LIKE PUPPY!

Seunghyun is one weirdo boy HAHA, EPIC ia menari ringdingdong atu xD man, you just made my day xP and Hongki too. (no wonder, boysband xP)

I kept on irritating my sister on mistaking JunYoung as Yoochun-ah HAHA

Annoyed berabis tu ia xD

I want to do butt dance too.

Lalallala~ *fail* =_____="

I have to studyyy.. i want to study D:

Computer.......i seriously need to study this. I haven't focus of this subject FOR A LONG FREAKING TIME. I'm seriously no idea and understand on the topics yg we studied for a long time ani.

I am SO WORRIED about A2 computer project. We still didn't started it yet AND I AM WORRYING TO MAXIMUM LEVEL. Aish, if i know how to do the project, i would do it now.

I miss miss.irene ): where are youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu???

My bag is getting heavier ):

I want food.

oh yeah! i found pocky tadi D: sampah plg tu. now i miss pocky.

Yes, Both Pocky, as in food and person.

Ahhh~ Pocky kiutt haha xD so innocent and scary xD my sempai =.="

I want to download Yaoi Manga, nanti tah xD

Awu ah, baru pagi tadi ku membaca Yaoi fanfic, after long time inda membaca nya xD

wee~ it was smoking hot! YOOSU FTW!

I'm rooting into beast. XD

THE END xD

=____________________________________="

2010-03-27T05:06:00.000-07:00

My baby dyed his hair udahhh [:
and it is smoking hawtt :)

Kpop mememeee

2010-03-22T09:34:00.000-07:00

SHINee

The character I first fell in love with: Minho? xD
The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Kim Jonghyun O.o and Onew. HAHA
The character everyone else loves that I don’t: Taemin =__="
The character I love that everyone else hates: nun xD
The character I used to love but don’t any longer: Minho =___="
The character I would shag anytime: Jjong 8D we are eternal LOL
The character I’d want to be like: Onewwww, cause he's adorablee
The character I’d slap: Maybe Jonghyun xP cause he's so into himself :P
A pairing that I love: onkey
A pairing that I despise: jongkey, onjong, everypairing with jonghyun D: *possessive much.*
Favorite character: Jonghyuunnnnnnnnnnnnnn (:
My two favorite characters: jjong and onew :D
My two least favorite characters: taemin and minho
Which character I am most like: jonghyun? xD
My deep, dark fandom secret: I always think that jjong's big nostril as a charm HAHA xP

Super Junior

The character I first fell in love with: Kibum xD
The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Donghaeee
The character everyone else loves that I don’t: Heechul
The character I love that everyone else hates: *shrugged* xD
The character I used to love but don’t any longer: Sungmin, Kibum.
The character I would shag anytime: Donghaee :P
The character I’d want to be like: Eunhyuk :D
The character I’d slap: heechul =___=" hhaha xD
A pairing that I love: EunHae
A pairing that I despise: Hmm... none. xD
Favorite character: Various :P i told you xD
My two favorite characters: Eunhyuk,Kangin xD
My two least favorite characters: Heechul...HAHA
Which character I am most like: hmmm..no idea.
My deep, dark fandom secret: My bias in here changes alot.

BEAST

The character I first fell in love with: Doowoon? xD
The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Gi Kwang! xD
The character everyone else loves that I don’t: junhyung xD
The character I love that everyone else hates: hyunseung :P
The character I used to love but don’t any longer: none?
The character I would shag anytime: Yeosob HAHA!
The character I’d want to be like: Yeosob :P
The character I’d slap: Junhyung's HAIR STYLER!! HAHA xD
A pairing that I love: Dooseob :)
A pairing that I despise: nunnee
Favorite character: Gi Kwang :)
My two favorite characters: GiKwang, Yeosob
My two least favorite characters: Doojoon....although he's cute xD
Which character I am most like: Doojoon HAHA xD
My deep, dark fandom secret: - xP

MBLAQ

The character I first fell in love with: joon
The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: thunder, seungho,G.O
The character everyone else loves that I don’t: joon
The character I love that everyone else hates: G.O?
The character I used to love but don’t any longer: joon.
The character I would shag anytime: thunder :P
The character I’d want to be like: mir HAHA xD
The character I’d slap: joon lol
A pairing that I love: joomir
A pairing that I despise: idk lol
Favorite character: Mir
My two favorite characters: seungho, thunder
My two least favorite characters: joon, G.O
Which character I am most like: mir?
My deep, dark fandom secret: i really like joon’s body..? lol and the part in oh yeah where he lifts his shirt, i use to pause and just stare at it LOL

2PM

The character I first fell in love with: hmm...don't know ahha xD
The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: wooyoung
The character everyone else loves that I don’t: chansung?
The character I love that everyone else hates: dunno? xD
The character I used to love but don’t any longer: i love all of them~
The character I would shag anytime: ALL OF EM HAHA XD
The character I’d want to be like: jaebum?
The character I’d slap: junho
A pairing that I love: - :P
A pairing that I despise: -
Favorite character: taecyeon
My two favorite characters: taecyeon, jaebum
My two least favorite characters: chansung, junsu
Which character I am most like: Junsu
My deep, dark fandom secret: I'm not into them, esp Jaebum..until i watched wild bunny show HAHA xD

DBSK

The character I first fell in love with: Jaejoong
The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Chunnie
The character everyone else loves that I don’t: -
The character I love that everyone else hates: -
The character I used to love but don’t any longer: Jaejoong =_______="
The character I would shag anytime: YOOSU
The character I’d want to be like: Changmin :P
The character I’d slap: Homin!! D: esp. Yunho!! YOUR WAIFUU AHHH!!
A pairing that I love: yoosu!
A pairing that I despise: Yunjae cause they are so real
Favorite character: yoochun
My two favorite characters: yoochun and jaejoong
My two least favorite characters: -
Which character I am most like: junsu
My deep, dark fandom secret: i used to see yoochun as invisible, i don't know.. maybe because in my eyes, he's gone HAHA =___="

Run, Devil ,Run

2010-03-22T08:51:00.000-07:00

I DEMAND FOR HELLO BABY SUBS!
I miss jonghyun, i miss yoogeun, i miss the crackiness
i miss the show already ): i mean there already out, but then i don't know what the heck they talking about.
and i want to go UFO stuffies, i want to chat with jonghyun TT___TT cruel world

KPOP MEME!

KPOP MEME.

Who was the first person in the kpop industry to capture your interest?
: Definitely Kim Jaejoong xD even rain bi cannot drag me into this kpop D:

Was Super Junior, by any chance, one of the first kpop bands you heard of?
: hmm.. no, it's Dong Bang Shin Ki ;p

What was the last korean song you listened to?
: Ring Ding Dong- SHINee

Do you like a band better if someone in it acted in a show before?
: nah~ it's better if none of em act in a show :P

^ Or does that make you more critical of that person?
: Nah, i'm not that critical. xP

Do you like actors who try to sing as well?
: Oh sure

Which company do the majority of your favorite bands come from?
: SM(damn you sm xD) , JYP , Cube and such... xP

Would you ever stalk your favorite band?
: How i wish i could stalk them )": it just too far xD

When do you get extremely fangirly?
: Whenever i saw them, fanservice moment, and basically when they hot haha xD

Do your biases change frequently, or do you stay loyal?
: changes frequently =____= dang. I shouldn't be player in this case :P but now, i remain loyal to my oppa, kimjonghyun HAHA xP

Why do you think some bands always have scandals, while others remain scandal free?
: cause they popular that's why.

Are your kpop interests easily influenced by others?
: idontknowiguessso.

Do you like songs from a band, but not the band itself?
: No? xD I usually love them all. :P

Any idol you think is extremely shallow?
: dk..hhaha xD

Any idol you wish the press would report more on?
: MBLAQ! D: where are you? xD

When was the last time you discovered a new band?
: hmm...i don't remember last month?

Do you prefer bands or solo artistes?
: Bands please :)

Which is your favorite variety show out of the three - Star King, Strong Heart or Star Golden Bell?
: Star king! and star golden bell! :D

Do you watch Korean shows on TV (e.g. KBS World)?
: Yes xD

If you could meet one idol, who would it be?
: KIM JONGHYUNNN!!! :D ~~*although i want dongbangshinki TT______TT*~~
scratch that!

What do you feel about idols throwing away their fan letters?
: That's cruel T___T if they do want to throw it away, please do it at home!

Do you think that it’s an idol’s duty to make their fans happy?
: I guess so, asalkan inda melampaui batasan D:

Where do you get the latest updates on kpop from?
: Allkpop?

Who is your current bias?
: Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,
Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,
Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,
Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun,Jonghyun, Kim jonghyun :P

Do you like multiple bands or one band only?
: love multiple bands, but Dongbangshinki is still my number one :)

Do you like watching Music Bank?
: Yes, although i always miss it =__="

Which idol do you think would make a good guest on a variety show?
: hmmm... i want to see BEAST once in a while :/

How did you get to know about your first kpop group that you loved?
: Dari my sis and my cousin :D

^What was the first clip (not MV) that you watched from them?
: Mirotic.. HAHA xD

Any memorable kpop experiences you had with your friends?
: We danced :P kpop dance WOT!

Has any korean band/artiste ever visited your country?
: TT____TT nuuu~i'm jealous to singapore sal Suju and SHINee been there D:

^ Did you manage to see them live?
: i wishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Would you rather fly to Korea to meet your favorite band or have them fly to your country?
: Dongbangshinki! come to here! xP let's see~ just see :D

Do you prefer bands that sing and dance or just sing and play instruments?
: both?

Like me, do you admire guys who rap in Korean?
: yessshhh :) *yoochun; smex* ahah xD

Which band do you regret not getting into earlier?
: Dongbangshinki ):

If you could meet one band backstage, who would it be?
: DBSK! :D or Beast.. HAHA (L)

Do you daydream about korean stars all the time?
: I wish, but i just can't =____="

Have you ever dreamt about them?
: i dreamt once...T__T

^ In those dreams, were you speaking Korean or were they speaking your native language?
: we speak mix HAHA xD

Are you anywhere near as tall as your bias?
: no T.T

What makes you love your favorite band?
: I don't know, they just make me fall?

^ Is there anything you hate?
: Nah, i just hate SM :)

Do you feel guilty if you stop liking your first favorite band?
: D: yeshhhhh.it's feel emptyy

Have you ever heard a Korean song you liked on the radio? What was your reaction?
: YES! i was like ' Woahhh that song! lame, it's already out 1 year ago' HAHA xP

And lastly, out of your favorite bands, who would you marry, date, have as a best friend, and as a brother?
I want KIMJONGHYUN from shinee be my husband 8D *get bricked*
yg others..wait i want to date Onew HAHA xP Minho and Key as my brother, and bestfriend...taemin perhaps?

In DBSK; i want Yoosu be my husband, Jaejoong as my date ,Yunho as my bestfriend, and Minnie as my brother In-law

In beast; i want Gikwang as my husband, i want to date yeosob *get kicked by Doojoon*, Hyunseung as bestfriend, doonwoon as my brother :D

In MBLAQ, Mir&Joon as my brother, Thunder as my husband *get kicked*, G.O, SeungHo as my bestfriend.

In Suju, I want Donghae as my husband, eunhyuk as my date, Kangin as my bestfriend, Kyuhyun as my brother xDD

and there's a lot more. but i'm just too lazy D8

BOLD YOUR FAVORITE

1. Siwon (Super Junior)
2. Donghae (Super Junior)
3. Kyuhyun (Super Junior)
4. Kibum (Super Junior)
5. Kangin (Super Junior)
6. Leeteuk (Super Junior)
7. Eunhyuk (Super Junior)
8. Ryeowook (Super Junior)
9. Sungmin (Super Junior)
10. Han Geng (Super Junior)
11. Heechul (Super Junior)
12. Shindong (Super Junior)
13. Yesung (Super Junior)
14. Zhou Mi (Super Junior)
15. Henry Lau (Super Junior)

16. GDragon (BigBang)
17. TOP (BigBang)
18. Daesung (BigBang)
19. Taeyang (BigBang)
20. Seungri (BigBang)

21. Jaebeom (2PM)
22. Nichkhun (2PM)
23. Taecyeon(2PM)
24. Wooyoung (2PM)
25. Junsu (2PM)
26. Junho (2PM)
27. Chansung (2PM) *HAHA,i'm biased*

28. Max Changmin (TVXQ)
29. Xiah Junsu (TVXQ)
30. Micky Yoochun (TVXQ)
31. U-Know Yunho (TVXQ)
32. Hero Jaejoong (TVXQ) *and again* xP

33. Joon (MBLAQ)
34. Seungho (MBLAQ)
35. G.O (MBLAQ)
36. Mir (MBLAQ)
37. CheonDoong/Thunder (MBLAQ) what do you know, i love em all..eventually

38. DongWoon (BEAST)
39. Yoseob (BEAST)
40. JunHyung (BEAST)
41. HyunSeung (BEAST)
42. DooJoon (BEAST)
43. GiKwang/AJ (BEAST) *in fact i love them all.*

44. Hongki (FTI)
45. Jonghun (FTI)
46. Minhwan (FTI)
47. Jaejin (FTI)
48. Seunghyun (FTI)

49. Lee Seunggi
50. Lee Minho
52. Kim Bum

53. Taemin (SHINee)
54. Jonghyun (SHINee) my sexy beastt xP
55. Minho (SHINee)
56. Onew (SHINee)
57. Key (SHINee)

58. HyunJoong (SS501)
59. YoungSaeng (SS501)
60. JungMin (SS501)
61. KyuJong (SS501)
62. HyungJoong (SS501)
63. Song Joong Ki
64. Jang Geun Suk

65. LeeU (F.Cuz)
66. Jinon (F.Cuz)
67. Yejun (F.Cuz)
68. Kan (F.Cuz)

69. Wonbin (ex- FT Island)

70. ChangHyun (SHU-I)
71. MinHo (SHU-I)
72. Inseok (SHU-I)
73. HyunJoong (SHU-I)
74. Jinseok (SHU-I)
75. Ha MinWoo (ZE:A)
76. Hwang KwangHee (ZE:A)
77. Jung HeeChul (ZE:A)
78. Moon JunYoung (ZE:A)
79. Park HyungShik (ZE:A)
80. Im SiWan (ZE:A)
81. Kim TaeHun (ZE:A)
82. Kim DongJun (ZE:A)
83. Kevin Kim (ZE:A)

84. Shin SooHyun (U-KISS)
85. Alexander (U-KISS)
86. Kim Kibum (U-KISS)
87. Eli (U-KISS)
88. Lee KiSub (U-KISS)
89. Kevin Woo (U-KISS)
90. Shin DongHo (U-KISS)

91. Bi Rain

92. Changmin (2AM)
93. Jinwoon (2AM)
94. Seulong (2AM)
95. Jokwon (2AM)

96. CL (2NE1)
97. Minji (2NE1)
98. Bom (2NE1)
99. Dara (2NE1)

100. Taeyeon (SNSD)
101. Sooyoung (SNSD)
102. Seohyun (SNSD)
103. Tiffany (SNSD)
104. Hyoyeon (SNSD)
105. Jessica (SNSD)
106. Sunny (SNSD)
107. Yuri (SNSD)
108. Yoona (SNSD)

109. Yonghwa (CN Blue)
110. Jungshin (CN Blue)
111. Jonghyun (CN Blue)
112. Minhyuk (CN Blue)

113. Kim Ah-Joong

114. Park Gahee (After School)
115. UEE (After School)
116. Bekha (After School)
117. Kim Jung-ah (After School)
118. Lee Jooyeon (After School)
119. Yoo Soyoung (ex-After School)
120. Raina (After School)
121. Nana (After School)

122. Park Gyuri (KARA)
123. Han Seungyeon (KARA)
124. Nicole (KARA)
125. Goo Hara (KARA)
126. Kang Jiyoung (KARA)

129. So Hee (Wondergirls)
130. Sun Ye (Wondergirls)
131. Sun Mi (Wondergirls)
132. Ye Eun (Wondergirls)
133. YooBin (Wondergirls)

134. Eunjung (T-ara)
135. Hyomin (T-ara)
136. Ji-Yeon (T-ara)
137. Soyeon (T-ara)
138. Boram (T-ara)
139. Q-ri (T-ara)

Even your emotions have an echo, in so much space.

2010-03-22T07:08:00.000-07:00

Gikwang stalking you! OR NOT ;D

“I’ll just kiss her and then go to hell, God.”
— Gi kwang during High Kick XD

God, GiKwang, the guy who take his advantage on Yeosob when Doojoon the leader disappear/ no where on sight,
You djhsyudgskuchsi naughty boy! HAHA XDD
YAH! Stop it! XDD
Just leave yeosob alone!! and Be with me instead or ~~hyunseung~~!! HAHA :P
and stop showing your abs! (and you too, Lee joon xD) Lee joon get bricked* xD

SHOCK!
i just browsing around arah tumblr and saw Gikwang with the other on Shock picture.. and so i google it and saw EM GODD!! i love YEOSOB! :D
he's soo prettyyy...*cough...*
Junhyung , my sexy beast :P
Capi eh D: Junhyung hensem udah tuu D: but then he got shaved, which is spoil ehh.
WHY YOU ~~MAKEUPARTIST~~ HAIRSTYLIST have to cut his precious hair D8
but don't worry. junhyung ah D: your hair will grow and you will be pretty as now xD

-
Cheondoong, The one i always mistook him as the magnae of the MBLAQ's group. like seriously, somehow he gave a vibe of magnae to me...which is weird xD
Gosh, He getting handsomer since the last time i seen him D: ~~(same goes to the leadjaa.i forgot his name already.. SORRY! D8 )~~
~~Along with G.O and SeungHo :D~~ Everyone has their cut and together they are the Hawties

D:

how could you with another girl beside me T__T *nvm~ i cut the girl from you* xD
sorry for the girl, sesungguhnya i'm devil :D

-

DOOSEOB, So my new OTP (:
we saw yeosob post toward doojon. and he was like posting...
Dojoon-ah a lot HAHA xD and doojoon just replied one bit and we could see yeosob spamming doojon's punya page AHHA xD
Please ignore hyunseung xD

=___=" i was like searching for it, after long time not having Yoosu drug D: gosh, DBSK please come backkk to me~ HAHA XD

JOONMI! :D
-
I'm still thinking tasty love from Kara is like theme song for Pokemon. I don't know.
Perhaps, i always listen to it whenever i play pokemon silver.

Turtle farm.. first time playing Nintendo DS. it was awesome D: i want to put it to my wishlist.

I want to cut my hair, like nicole! haha xD seriously, Nicole is one of my fav now :D (and another one is the Seohyeon from T-ara)

-

Oh yes, i'm still not forgetting about you, oppa :)

and crack for today

AHAHHAHAH!

you can make it dark, but i can't make it light

2010-03-21T00:51:00.001-07:00

Aish, the FB uploader sucks big time :|
Seriously, i want to burn that thing down.
Tommorow, i'll start my revision. :P i can't help to slack off today...i don't know why.
Have no mood..or...WAIT! i forgot to photocopy aki's paper.
Later i'll do.... xP

ONEW, he getting handsomer. Everyone that i meet, they all aimed to Onew, The Lee Jinki in the Shinee group :P
but no worries, of all guys in the world, in my eyes, there's only KJH :P and that's it.
HAHA =_____=" lame, ~~ulzzang boys killed me D:~~

Yesterday's UPDATE

Went to Aki's Crib for study group and watching some video there.

We were planning to WATCH Your's beautiful drama but instead...

Kami liat intimate note's SUPA Junior and GAYS GONE WILD SEQUEL movie.

LOL! that video IS SO HARDCORE! mental kami meliat ah =____="

and we did homework.,..

separuh plg tu..

I haven't taken the picture for mini project D:

i hope i could take it today D:

like yeah...

So bored...

Okay that's all :P

geez.

2010-03-19T02:52:00.000-07:00

I'm Done.
My Ego is not that big compared to physco like you

Maybe i'm thinking too much, or is it you too obvious to test my dignity.

i expect less from you

2010-03-18T06:39:00.000-07:00

WHY I AM GET FRUSTRATED ON THIS STUPID MATTER D:

It's just
F.U.C.K ):

I love nicole from KARA :]

I hate him, yes, him.

Mohd.Hanip Iskandar, Aku Rindu Kamu )": I need you right now.

But the thing is you busy =.= and i wouldn't dare to disturb you

And You are so far away from me :/

Nyeh,Nyeh.

My mind getting corrupter, Aki enraged dah with her yellowish brain.

So does me.

I'm so tired.

Ignoring....but Epic failed eventually

In the end, i'm the one who get hurt =.=

This is shuck.

Ex-love :]

Love c-jaz haha, balik2x udah ku jumpa ia :P minta my friends stalk him.

lol, i do it for jazz HAHA :P

Run Devil Run you better run, run, run. Before i caught you into my hand ;/

Now, i fucking hate him.

like seriously.

No one no one.

lalalal.

Crap. sangal ku dah.

oh cucur pisangku masih arah beg. HAHA

astee =.="

Sorry, somehow, the mood is falling down. bye.

I don't want your freedom, I don't want to play around.

2010-03-16T08:55:00.000-07:00

Let me tell you the problems that i faced during this ~~crappy~~ week D:

My beautiful shinai kana stolen =.=" and replaced with plain old one :/

I accidentally deleted the whole picture like entirely which is permanents.

I cried a lot in one night.

I slept late this lately.

I was so damn worry cause i haven't revise for quite long time.

My PS ..i wasted it like that.

The time flew so damn fast.

I took a nap lately.

I ATE a lot lately.

Becoming photographer last week.

I don't know whether i should join photography club or not.

I don't UNDERSTAND computer.

I think i should revise it during cuti nanti.

and other subjects as well :/

but the main point i don't UNDERSTAND COMPUTER. binary and all that.

Physic is better than computer

and Math is much more better than physic

i hate differential blah.

The assignment freaking hard that i don't know what to do with it.

I wore gi hakama for the first time LMAO.

I kept on feeling down lately

No inspiration.

Addicted with SHOCK for some reason.

Jonghyun is my love, lately i get irritated/jealous whenever he get contact with girls

even the fans and yoon eun hye too.

Moon Dambi is freaking beautiful D8

Gwak Minjun& Yoojeon is PRETTY :)

get perverted mind lately.

Thanks to Aki for corrupting my mind.

Played 'that' games, it getting worse.

No effect at all XP

I getting jealous lately.

I thinking too much.

The pimples spreading on my forehead.

My hands are too 'amai'

VIP days....was pretty lonely.

I'm lonely with c-jaz :P

Like seriously.

KCC welcoming member was fun.

Kimbap was awesome, SHAM UNNIE you the greatest ;)

I getting freakout.

Aki lanja aku lately ;p thanks ALOT! :P

get excited when all electric stuff yg the boys doing.

I tried it tapi inda menjadi );

I got bad feeling...maybe i thinking too much.

I must not put my hope high.

I get tired easily

I don't understand new topic in Math

My spirit went out somehow.

My headache getting worst.

I ate ice-cream today!

and chocolateee~

I want SHOCK as the dance for KCC days :D

Is it me or the BEs are emo/serious look.

maybe drg inda biasa kali.

so inda pa la~

It's already 12. here.

lalalalal~

ex-loveeeee :D

I miss my oppa :)

Jung Yunho

2010-03-15T10:14:00.000-07:00

uhh ohhh~! yunnie is like K-sama *swoooonnnn* :]
except he has white hair and yunnie has black hair LOL xD

My new.. haha xD

2010-03-14T07:26:00.000-07:00

Hello :D

How asian are you :P

2010-03-13T02:56:00.000-08:00

So, how Asian are you?

[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You use the term “Azn”
[x] You think DDR is fun
[x] You’ve watched lots of anime
[x] You like Korean drama ♥
[x] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[] Your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x] You drink lemon tea
X’s so far: 7

[x] You style your hair
[x] You have a meebo/myspace/friendster/facebook
[x] You speak languages other than English
[x] Your parents are strict
[x] Your parents have high expectations of you
[x] You always get A’s/B’s on your report
[x] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting
[x] You know your multiplication table
[x] You play badminton or table tennis
[x] You’ve seen the Asian version The Ring and/or The Grudge
X’s so far: 17

[x] You own an Asian car (Honda,Toyota, etc)
[x]You’re not the only child
[x] You’ve gotten little red envelopes around February
[x] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[] If you’re a girl, you prefer white guys over Asian guys. If you’re a guy, you prefer Asian girls.
[x] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
[ ] You can do the rubiks cube
[x] You play video games
X’s so far: 23

[x]Everytime you’re going out, your parents ask you where you’re going and what time you’ll be home
[x] You have karaoke at home
[x] You know BOA/Gazette/AyumiHamasaki/Gackt
[x] You’ve been to a LAN more than 3 times
[x] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[x] You own a gaming console
[x] You play a musical instrument
[x] You get nothing if you do well in school
X’s so far: 31

[x] Your parents won’t let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have Asian Songs on your computer/iPod
[x] You don’t like football
[x] You have a curfew
[x] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[x] You know what purikura is
[] You like bubble tea
[x] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can “grow into it” and wear it for years to come
[x] You’ve played final fantasy
[x] You believe[d] in fortune cookies
X’s so far: 41

[x] You get mostly “No“‘s when you ask your parents for permission for something
[] You’ve heard the song “Got rice?”
[x] You have a tutor
[x] You’ve had pockys/yan yan before
[x] When you seek for your mother’s permission she replies “Ask your dad”
X’s so far: 45

Time X 2;

45x 2 = 90% HAHA xD
oh yes :P apakan.

Dramas

2010-03-12T01:56:00.000-08:00

Hello boyfriend :P

DRAMAS.
i stalked through FB and watched how love bloom through there.
I am pity to those people who already try their best on winning that person's heart
and they did get that person heart but
inda sampai sebulan.. pupppp
they get hurt in the end.
that person found a better person.
More beautiful/handsome person.
Aish.. i am so not involve with this.
I wish you all the best, don't let hurt consuming you :)

Izumi signed off.

Kendo was freaking funny.
The senior(a.k.a US) mental2x haha, stomping the floor and played like a kid.
I bet the junior was like O_____O
WHAT WRONG WITH OUR SENIORSS!???
hahha XD
ice-breaking was suck HAHAH
i was like 'uh, uh what to do!??'
and Kirai... was funny.
C-Aki blankkkk!! hahha!
and Unnie helped me :) thanks unnie!! XD hhahhaa!

The end.
Seriously

Yaoi pairing

2010-03-10T07:09:00.000-08:00

I used to love OHMIYA as much as i love Yoosu now
I miss Ohmiya (":

VS

*SPAZZZZ* HAHAH!

2010-03-08T05:25:00.000-08:00

TODAY WAS FREAKING HOT AND AWESOMMMEEE

My love is there :D and i was one of the people who in charge of taking care of his class and the others as well...

Let's go the brief story about today!

I found out that my love is studying physic! hahah ;D and same color as me! :D

Found out his class as well HAHHA :P

I was like hell sweating D: it was freaking hot.

I have to minjam dari c-faiz for the coat.

and it comfortable, ada rasa safety ckit :D

In charge of BE13-BE19? xD

Taking picture like jobless person ;s xD

Chinese whisper was freaking funny, macam2x jawapannya. ada yg completely out haha xD

Sebenarnya....actually i forgot on what i'm going to write now.

aishh =____=;

overall it was fun XD

OHH!! chicken danceee!!!

We did it *and it get worse as soon the juniors goes back to MPH* and ia melarat tyme balik atu!

panat wahh kami ahh! xD

sekalinya juniors hairan tu kali ; 'gila kali senior kami ani' ahha XD

siuk, kan menari chicken dance ku hahah!

tyme kali jumpa junior , menari chicken dance

HAHA, rasaaa ! haha xD

But then, we the seniors tries to be friendly as possible, now you see how crazy seniors we are in 2010 hahah XD

Mental ku kan facebook ani :/

upload gambar pun payah wah =_____="

and yessss aku gambar my loveee hahah ;D hahah

Like whattttttttttttt~ is my current quote right now hahah xD

Back then I swore I would marry him someday, but I realized some bigger dreams of mine.

2010-03-06T08:44:00.000-08:00

Fantastic, elastic, hawtastic HAHA

《「Jjong」♥ ♥ ♥ しゅごキャラ! 》
\(*ω*)/♥ MINE!

BEAST!! :D
Their new looks in their new album!! :)
comment?
GI KWANG ISHH HAWT!! *SWOON* haha xD
yeosob as usual is (L)
Dongwoon is weird.
Doojoon has tajammm hair!! xD
hyunseung is good with that hair.
Junhyeung is soo cool with that hair xD

--

if you were gay

2010-03-06T08:39:00.000-08:00

If you were gay and you know you clap your hand *clap clap*
If you were gay and you know you clap your hand *clap clap*
If you were gay and you know and you really want to show it, you yell "i'm gay!"
If you were gay and you know you raise your hand *raise hand*
If you were gay and you know you raise your hand *raise hand*
If you were gay and you know you want it, you scream " oh yeah!"

It was made 3 years ago hahah, library dsayyidina hassan LOL. xD

you called that an 'hello?'

2010-03-06T07:53:00.000-08:00

oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner. I'm a loner. daridiridara du~

ahhh~ in the end...it was nothing, nothing happened. I waited for nothing =.=" . I'm giving up in this kind of game. I'm better off playing fighting game instead. Okay, this is stupid D:
It's better for me to write on private one instead :)

ANYWAY!

Today was SHUPERR AWESOME!!
first thing, first! I was nervous. From block 4 and it dragged till the time we going to perform our dance.
I was jobless! took a lot of picture...not that a lot though, since i used the cam for capturing video.
The CCA registration was total chaos! hahah and hillarious! Korean+ Japanese club = absurd hahah XD
Appa is so nice todayyy :) he gave us feroro rouche as gift ;)
Saranghae yo appa
Lol, and during computer class, it was silent, but SADLY it was broken by me and the almighty Aki-chan haha
habis riuh rendah, sal last minute buat kendo power point ahh XD lagi c-aki atu inda penyabar, mental ku uleh nya xDD
Sham unnie lawa kai hanbok ahh :)
anyway!
I'm quite depressed after the all thing done.
C-Syer tau tu , so does Qibah why i went emo-ing that evening.
and c-syer kept on singing You need him, He need you Like whattt =.="
ah ohh! i forgot, tyme c-syer sma aku kan ke MPH ambil the food, and she was like selurukan me using yutorin and so i decided to attack her back by using her X
then sekali nya ku sabut his name is like.. ku kata, mun ku bawa c-fii-
Pause
Ku tuleh, nampak ia, my old friend, then tuleh.. AHH ia. HAHA
Sekalinya ia liat aku like whatttt =.=
and i laughed... okay,
I was too obvious but served her right ;p HHAHA
I miss my Jaz HAHA :P aku ngalih tunggu ia ): rupanya ia masih arah canteen. aiguuu =.=
what else. oh,oh, APPA was hyper today too! hahah XD
AND SPEAKING OF THAT!
tyme kami berkaraja tyme atu arah LT2, we suppose to watch flashback..den BAM
why Pres sounded so oddly?
and everyone laughed..i mean the BEs
sal...kana effect suara manly HAHAH XD
it was cracked up. Cian Pres and Julius terkana =.=; but i can't help to laugh as well D:
it was funny!! ohh and lmao! Kong jua cali =.= hahaha, panat wah. but then they laughed atu, confirm video atu is awesome.
anyway!
(anyway much =.=")
That's all for today :D

and oppaaa~ love yaaa sarangheyoo!! ;)

Izumi off'u!!

Kpop meme

2010-03-05T03:40:00.000-08:00

oppa seriously you killing me zillion times already HAHA =.=

kpop meme
Fav Member/s from These group

1. DBSK - ALL OF EM (L) :D

2. Big Bang - I think all of them :) even daesung capture my heart once in a while :P

3. Super Junior - DONGHAE BABYY!!!

4. SHINee - JJONG is hawtieee xD although i love em all..seriously, but jjong is still remain my number one :D

5. 2PM - Taecyeon! oh no, it's Jaebum :/ and Junho and Junshu and Wooyoung.. oh oh nickhun and Chansung too.. LOL WUTTT

6. 2AM - Jo kwon definitely xP

7. BEAST - Yeosob and Gi Kwang babee(L)

8. F.T.Island - Seunghyun!

9. F.Cuz - LeeU :D

10. ZE:A - Err.. the leader one? :P

11. Epik High - n/a

12. MBLAQ - Can't choose either thunder or mir :/ in fact i love em all xD

13. U-kiss - (shrugged) xD

14. SS501 - idk the name XP

15. C.N.Blue - Minhyuk!

16. Girls Generation - .

17. Kara - NICOLE!

18. 2NE1 - TUH BADDEST FEMALE.

19. 4minute - Hyuna.

20. F(X) - Amber!

21. Wonder Girls - dunno

22. After School - naaa~

23. Brown Eyed Girls - Ga-In or Narsha.

24. Rainbow - Oh dear. No one, haha.

25. T-ara - The leader (gosh, i always forget about her name) , boram and the magnae.

26. Jewelry - n/a

27. Seeya - n/a

28. Davichi - n/a

29. Secret - n/a

Favourite boy group?
TVXQ forever :D

Favorite girl group?
None D: hahah xD maybe T-ara :D

Favourite pairings from the stated groups, or any other Kpop artist(s)?
YOOSU PLEASE *3*

Favourite solo artist(s)?
RUN! :P

Favourite songs right now?

Breakout - TVXQ
Lupin- Kara.
:D

First kpop song ever?
Mirotic? xD

First kpop music video ever?
Yeah, it's mirotic hahah :P or is it jang nara one xD

First kpop love (group/solo)?
Rain? HAHA xD

First variety show?
Not sure :/

Any dance you can do (from a MV)?
Lotssaa xD now i'm learning Lupin though xP

A song you always/usually listen to EVERY day?
there's a lot in mind xD

Your favorite music video?
dunno D:

Any of your friends into kpop and who?
Yeah, and they all are DBSK freak ahahha ;p

Which group/artistes can you see yourself being dedicated to for the rest of your time into Kpop?
TVXQ TVXQQ DONGBANGSHIKI TOHOSHINKI HAHAH and of course Hyunnie oppa *3* *SWOON*

yes, no you not.

2010-03-05T03:30:00.000-08:00

JJONG(L)

opppaaa why T.T please don't go with other girl, esp ~~jessica~~; although i like her and seohyun the best in SNSD. ): ):
damn, damn , damn *fangirl jealousy*
T.T
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have bad feeling on something.
why.
why.
why.
and why.
i am waiting....for past 2 days.
and from that day,
~~and i always started that conversation between you and me.~~
~~waiting like some kind of idiot,~~ wasting the time waiting like an idiot.
i know you will get bored of me. oh well :/~

ANYWAY, JUNIORS!
there's one memikat ati..
i called him... 'the thickeyebrow' HAHHA! :D

My oppa, oppa oppaa :)

2010-03-02T05:50:00.000-08:00

JJONG :D

Kim jonghyunn oppa :D
Mine, Mine Mine :)

Trying to remain loyal for more than one year here :P

OUT OF CURIOSITY :D

2010-03-02T05:28:00.000-08:00

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How come you have enough time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you, but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the girl who already is.

You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy, even if that means that you are not a part of it.

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea what so ever.

The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them.

I love him but I cannot show it, want him but he cannot know it, need him but I know it'll never be, if only he needed me.

I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me, or even smile, because I know even if just for a second, I crossed your mind.

I wonder, what I could Do or say to make him like me. I wonder, what or who I need to be, to be his. I wonder, when just being me will be enough.

Should I smile cause were friends, or should I cry cause that's all well ever gonna be.

I look at him as a friend, then I realized I loved him.

We are afraid to care to much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.

If you love something, set it free if it comes back, it was meant to be. If it continues to fly, let it soar, have faith that God has something better in store.

You don't know what you mean to me, you don't have a clue, you can't tell by looking at me what I feel for you.

Don't push your relationship with a person too hard, if its meant to be then it will happen.

Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wish they would just leave and never come back but yet, loved them so much, you knew you'd die if they did?

I think it's weird when I love you, I think it's weird when I want you, when you don't even know I'm there!

There are so many things she wanted to say to him but never had. Like: You have the most amazing eyes. Please give me that hat you always wear. I think our souls are meant to be together. What kind of breath freshener is that?

Sometimes I wonder what you think of me or if you do at all.

I never knew it would be this hard to lose someone I never truly had.

It's hard not to love someone when he's all you ever think about.

Sometimes I wish I had never met you because then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there.

I wonder if you think of me half as much as I think about you.

I never found the words to say, you're the one I think about each day.

I believe that you and me, we could be so happy and free in a world of misery.

No one can accuse you of falling in love with the wrong person if inside you know he is the one.

It's not telling you how I feel that scares me it's what you'll say back.

It's so crazy, you walked into the room that day, just like every other day except this time my heart skipped a beat.

You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.

Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I feel, of what I've said, of who I am, but most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my life the way I feel when I'm with you.

Isn't it funny how you can still get butterflies in your stomach, even though you have known the person for years.

It's amazing how one little conversation can change things forever.

She loves him more then he would ever know, he love's her more than he would ever show.

It is tearing me up on the inside to have these feelings for you, but I can't get rid of them.

I sit here and wonder if you'll ever understand just how much of me belongs to you.

You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to, it's just that everything I want to say I can't tell you anymore.

When he's around, my whole body knows it. I'll keep talking and stuff, but my mind will have no idea what I'm saying, I keep wondering if there's a term for this.

I want a new life and I want it with you.

The most ironic thing of all is, I think this will be the most difficult breakup I ever go through, and we never even went out.

Sometimes the one love you can't get over is the one love you never really had.

If your wish does not come true then something better was meant for you.

Rule #1 never tell a guy that you like them because then they will immediately stop liking you so DON'T DO IT!

You cannot always wait for the perfect time, sometimes you must dare to jump.

To love someone when there is no chance of that love ever thriving, that is romance.

The man of your dreams could be standing right in front of you.

I just wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up with the one they're supposed to have.

Don't push it hard, if its meant to be, it'll happen.

All I'm asking for is one night together. Just you and me. All alone. And if you can honestly say you don't feel anything for me after that night, I will finally let you go.

It's weird how sometimes things just have to happen to see how you actually feel about someone.

When you thought I was in love with him, you were so wrong, baby, I was loving you.

Sometimes there are things that are worth the chance, and when you find them, everything in the world doesn't matter.

I used to think that if I loved you enough you would realize it and love me back, but I can only love so much for so long.

If I was pretty would you love me? If I was perfect would you want me? If I loved you would you leave me?

You sit here and wish for that one person... be careful when you wish for it... because the one person may come along and you realized you made that wish at the wrong time.

Never long for anyone from the past. There is a reason why they never made it to your future.

It's just hard to think I'll never get the chance to say you're mine.

We'll do what we gotta do, see what we gotta see, and if in the end we end up together, then we'll know it was meant to be.

Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you... and I wish on a star that somewhere you're thinking of me, too.

I wish you could hear all the words I'm too afraid to say.

If I reach for your hand, will you hold it? If I hold out my arms, will you hug me? If I go for your lips, will you kiss me? If I capture your heart, will you love me?

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever.

Even now after all this time, you called me and wanted me I'd say "yes! It's about time what took you so damn long!".

You are terrified of being alone... and all the while your best friend is knocking outside.

Do I really love him or am I addicted to the pain of wanting something I can't have.

Sometimes we go out of our way to make someone love us in return, but suddenly fate intervenes and says "oops, wrong person".

This is so different you're so different, finally I've realized what I deserve and it's not what I had before.

The hardest part is being around him knowing you can't have him and he'll never want you.

Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone.

Don't screw up the best thing that ever happened to you just because you're a little unsure about who you are.

Fuck what you know. You need to forget about what you know thats your problem, forget about what you think you know about life, about friendship, and especially about you and me.

Why can't you just tell me how you feel, because how you act is confusing me. You walk by me like I'm no one, you smile at me like I'm anyone, you hug me like I'm someone... but kiss, the way you kiss me, its as if I'm the only one.

You can say I don't matter to you but I'm not the one calling every night, that's you.

I don't know which is worse, keeping your love for someone a secret or telling them and risk being rejected.

I don't know which is worse, loving someone knowing its going to cause you pain or being in pain because you can't love someone.

Life and love is kinda funny some time cause the guys we want are so hard to get, but the ones that we dont want... are so hard to get rid of...

I can't just drift away from you, I can't get on with my life and not give you a second thought. When I kissed you that night, walking away stopped being an option.

Even though I've stopped "liking you" every time someone mentions your name my head turns towards them. It's like every time I hear it, I think of what we had, and all we could have had.

Why is it we always fall for our best friends? Is it because we know we can trust them? Is it because we know them so well? Is it because of the way they know exactly what's going on in our heads? Or is it because they are there any day, anytime, anywhere without the promise of kisses, intimate touches or whispered sentiments of love? I think we love them because they are there when there is nothing in it for them except for that little glimmer of hope that maybe someday there will be.---Jeneveve87

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had. No one waits forever.

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

I'm glad you're happy. I can't say that I'm completely happy for you but I guess that's just a part of life, I'll always have feelings for you but the rest of the world is forcing me to move on.

I've learned that there are people that truly love you, but they just don't know how to show it.

For someone who is suppose to be "just friends" why do I always get butterflies in my stomach when you smile at me.

It's not that we aren't meant to be together, I think that we're just not ready for forever.

You don't just stop feeling something for someone because you start feeling something for someone else.

I don't know what it is really, but sometimes it takes everything in me to not reach out and run my fingers through your hair or turn around and hug you when you are least expecting it.

You know you really like someone, when you sit the painful way in your chair just to get a better look at them.

I hate the way I could never hate you.

Sometimes I look at you... and you seem to be looking back at me... but sometimes you look away... like you're afraid of what might happen if you look a second longer.

There are so many things I'd like to tell you. I wish you could understand, but if I told you. Both our worlds would change. For good or bad, I'm not sure.

I don't think of you as a crush anymore... you're more like a bad habit that I can't shake.

Why is it that no matter how many times I remind myself that we can't be together, I still won't let myself fall for anyone else?

Why is it always as soon as I start to like you, you like another girl and when I stop liking you, you like me.

Lets be lovers tonight, and go back to being best friends tomorrow.

Who better to share your dreams with than the person you dream about?

I've learned that guys can make the best of friends... my best friend is a guy, and I can tell him anything and everything... oh except the fact that I'm absolutely crazy about him... that part always seems to stay out of our conversations.

Don't apologize for your feelings, it's like apologizing for the truth.

You can't just cling on to something because it's familiar.

I am perfectly happy being his friend, in fact I love it... I just have this incredible urge to kiss him, that doesn't go away... and this feeling that we would be perfect together.

This could be so much more. So much more than a casual kiss, and a quick caress beneath the sheets. This really could be the beginning of something, something that's takes us both somewhere, that translates both of us. Changes us. And we can only do it together.

People that are meant to be together always find their way in the end.

I'd rather be your lover then your friend, but I'd rather be your friend then your nobody.

I've convinced everyone else that I don't like you and that I don't love you anymore. Now all I need to do is convince myself.

I never regretted telling you I liked you, I only regretted never hearing what you really thought of me.

I just thought I'd let you know... you're my best friend and that's okay, but I wanna see you night and day, and wake up holding you right by my side.

I hate how I might actually like you because you are so much of what pisses me off. Yet I still find myself looking passed that and into your eyes where I could see myself falling for you.---rea06

If you hold back your feelings because you are afraid of getting hurt, you end up hurting anyway.

You think you know me well as a friend... you say you understand me... you claim you can read my mind, predict my moods, sense my feelings... so why don't you realize that I'm so in love with you?

Do you ever wish you could just freeze one second and put it into a box, and like jump into it and stay there forever. I do right now. In fact, I do every time I'm with you.

Sometimes you wish for something. You want it so badly, but you want even more for it to be perfect like you imagined it. And sometimes, you get it, and it's everything you thought it would be.

Usually, when any guy looks me in the eyes... I have to look away after about 3 seconds, but with him... I struggle to take my eyes off of him.

You seem like a sweet person. Mind if I lick you to find out?

Maybe I'm so caught up in getting over him I don't notice the perfect person that is sitting right in front of me... actually I'm starting to think he is standing up and doing a dance.

After all this time you still have this amazing power to make me feel absolutely crazy each time I see you.

I wanna be the one, he points to when all his friends are around and says "that's her".

You will go home and sleep well; I keep sighing in my sleep. Do you ever dream of me?

Have you ever really thought about it? You've got this girl, head over heels in love with you. She'd do anything for you, she'd die for you. But for some reason, you don't want to see that. You know it's there, and you know that you feel the same way. But you refuse to let it be. Maybe you're scared of the thought that this girl who you've known forever - you've seen her happy, you've send sad -- maybe this girl is perfect for you. And that really scares the hell outta you, doesn't it?

I don't know if I like you or love you, want you or need you, all I know is I love the feeling I get when I'm near you.

Do you want to know what my problem is? I will tell you what my problem is, I LOVE YOU I love your name, I love the way you look at me, I love your gorgeous smile, I love the way you walk, I love your beautiful eyes, I love what you look like when you are asleep, I love the sound of your laugh, to hear your voice fills my entire heart with an indescribable feeling. I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood. I love how when you touch me I get weak, that is my problem...

I wanna be the girl that he talks to his friends about, I wanna be the girl that always comes first, I wanna be the girl he never wants to leave alone, I wanna be the girl who's hand he's holding, I wanna be the girl he looks at and smiles and then says to his friends, "That's her, she's the one."

People say whats the point in liking someone who doesn't like you back. They are right, there isn't a point. But you can't help who you like, it's not up to you. Your heart kinda just decides for you and there is no turning back once your heart makes up its mind.

Sometimes you meet someone and before you know their name, before you know where they are from, you know that sometime in the future this person is going to mean something to you.

Since I have known you, everything in my life has changed, I live only for those afternoons with you.

Before I met you I never knew what it was like to look at someone and smile for no reason.

I can sit here with you forever. I don't need to touch you. I don't need to hear your voice. I don't even have to look at you. As long as I know that you're here besides me. If I can smell your scent that I've grown to adore more then that of roses, hear you breathe feel your warmth permuting the air around me, I'll be fine.

The most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of because words diminish your feelings - words shrink things that seem timeless when they are in your head to no more than living size when they are brought out. -Stephen King

Look into my eyes for one moment, and then you will realize how much you mean to me.

I play the same song, over and over cause it reminds me of you.

I want to be the girl who makes your bad days better, and the one that makes you say "my life has changed since I met her".

I can't get you out of my mind, I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you... how good you look when you smile, how much I love your laugh... I day-dream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversation, laughing at funny things that you said or did... I've memorized your face and the way that you look at me... I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine... I wonder what will happen the next time we are together, I know one thing for sure, your the best thing that ever happened to me in a long time.

You might just think of me as some girl... but I just want you to know, that I'm the one girl who took one look at you, and fell harder than I ever have in my entire life.

And she ignores all the other guys who want her, because she's too busy noticing him.

Don't force attraction. --- Sex and the City

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. ---Sex and the City

I may hate myself in the morning But I'm gonna love you tonight.

Everyone's known someone that they just can't help but want.

Life is for having fun. Don't be stupid and waste it on some guy/girl who is gonna act like he/she hates you tomorrow. Never waste it on some one who doesn't want their friends to know they're in love with you. Don't give that person the rest of you tears or a month or a year of your life when he/she treats you badly and doesn't mind to make you cry. Every person deserves some one who wants to brag about them. Every person deserves some one who makes them smile and laugh at their worst moments. We all deserve at least that.

He was never my boyfriend, but I miss his hugs, his smiles, his advice, his love, his kindness, the times we cried together, and the times we laughed together. I guess I fell in love with our friendship.

She wanted something else, something different, something more. Passion and romance, perhaps, or maybe quiet conversations in candlelit rooms. Or perhaps something as simple as not being second.

tiktok, i can hear you.

2010-03-02T03:17:00.000-08:00

Today is okay ..
Let me tell you the story of yesterday first..
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My Sister's birthday.
The hottest get mad.
Jaebum, i'm so going to miss you :"(
anyway...
We celebrated it before jalan2x, then when we going out...
i wore somehow suitable for going to mall only HAHA.
It's like WHATT. xD wearing tees and that short skinnies, is just plain weird.
And my sis said to me "woahhh... temeng jua" HAHA XD
and much to my suprise, she turned alim udah, ia kai tudong. xD
and sorang atu jealous jua. ia mun ikut2x kai tudong haha.
so it's classic, from me the tomboy, and sis; as alim girl and the third sis as casual girl with tudong HAHA.
Searched for Skinnies tapi nda yg sesuai :/
and i ended with buying nothing.
and mom said... "hey, do you want to go mall esuk? tapi mummy ambil kul lima plg tu"
and i was speechless for a moment.
it's either i want to keep the money OR just buy it and try not to eat after this.
And i replied...

"Yeah, sure why not."

Skip,Skip, Skipppp...

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Sharp at 9 pm
i was so damn pissed off and ~~fucking~~ hated someone for
the sudden internet cut.
Sedang saya bermental gila untuk merebel, tiba2x ia berkata..
"Are you going to do it again??"
Terdiam saya tarus, okayy *huff* calm down i said.
So i did calm down.
And he off.
And i rolled my eyes.
And so with the sudden act of Without internet, i failed to download A.Mi.Go dance again, twice.
and there is it.
I read Yaoi Manga to confort me
and guess what.
It did :D
I loveeeeee the story you make my head spin
I like i like i likeeee :D
the smart boy dominate the delinquent boy

As a transfer student to a rough, run-down school populate by delinquents, Shindou tries his best to make friends. When he meets the ill-mannered Yousuke, heartbeats and tempers start to fly! It seems Yousuke is a "tsundere"--his gruff exterior hides a shy, sensitive side--and Shindou immediately finds himself dizzy over his combative new crush. Can Yousuke accept a relationship that goes against his tough-guy image? Or will his tendency to lash out at everyone around him drive even the earnest Shindou away for good?

SUKII :D

HAHA! and now i'm afraid that yutorin lari haha sal i'm guessing that he knows real me...as in loving this 18+ stuff HAHA INVOLVING YAOI ONLY HAHA
Let's sayy... my connection lagged at that moment :/
(cause he's asking HAHA =____=)

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TODAY!
is okay :/ computer test was a crap
i want to join kendo training, but i'm too shy.
why?
once i join the training, i don't want to leave it :D HAHA. yatah yg buat ku takut atu :P
Shinai tersalah bali :/ havvta to buy new one in June from which i don't :/
i have to keep the money for devmeet.
Kusut i don't know whether i should quit or not :| the sewing club...
maybe i should, cause seriously... i don't have any money anymore. :|
HAHHA!
we were acting dumb earlier on, on dance training.
okay first, screening...
it was okay,
the acting is a bit rushed out...
and c-ahhh sempaiii kajar2x the hand for no reason o.o" and teacher gave us VERY stingy comment =______="
pass that one out.
yeah, after screeening atu, kami to the glass room and dance while sitting
which is WEIRD and funny in such a way.
TQ told us the MOST LAMEST STORY AMONG ALL.
HAHAHHA!
then c-Qbah showed us the video.. yaoi korea.
named 'When boy meet boy'
THE MAIN CHARACTER IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
KYAHHHHH!!
sekalinya.. ia hug the boy atu.
KYAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
OVERLOAD.
bangang tarus c-sammy(yg memajal suruh kami turun bawah, but kami buat dalih HAHHA) oleh kami =____=" HAHAH!
i was overwhelmed by those LOVEEE!
LOVE IS IN THE AIRRR!!
KYAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH KYAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ZHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHAHAHHA!
then then, we practice for 2-3 times and then...
this part is awesome..
HEARTBEAT YO
hahah parody version -____-'
sukati kami ahh.
aku lagi tah.. overacting AHHA =____=" aiguuuu.. i'm embarrassing myself.
*hide behind the pillar*
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After all thing, i talked with c-shikin about the boysband/group. xD
and then talked with nadia about random stuff.
oh, oh, mom unnie gave us (in fact all of us in the school...who is left in the school)
ice-creammm!!
YUM YUM :D
thankss!!
in fact...cukup2x kami dsna atuu :D weeeeeeeeeee~
and den.. i'm off early from naddd, and i bet with her about something,
antah menjadi kah inda tuuu.
and I went to the mall.
Banyak barang lawa yo :/ , habis ku tunjuki2x brg atu and adeek said.
"Ehhh adang tah wahhh" HAHA XD
Tries some skinnies, and it dragged me... like hell. time consuming :/
in the end, i did brought something =___="
brought 2 packet of pocky and a chocolate.
the cho was NYEH, pocky...i only got one :/ i have to give another one to adeek
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BE orientation is on 4th March :D
The juniorrr are coming to the towwwwnnnn..lIKE
NOOOOO. HAHAH, panuh tia library :"( i love that library...yg sedikit sahajaaaa
huhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
bahh, andang =_____="
and i given a task to give tour to em! yayy!! haha like WTFFF much xD

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The end :)

:D

2010-03-01T02:09:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 15 TH BIRTHDAY TO..........

MY bitch, my soulmate, my twin, my eternal twin :D, my ying, my honey, my ~~life,~~ my enemy, my rival, my ever lasting friend :D and my sister.

Mas Fatin Nadhirah.
Yesh, My bitch, she's mine :D HAHAHA! P: antah eh.
anak ani beri sasak, but still, i love her :D

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YUNNIE BABY!!!
DANG he's getting hawt , hawter each day *wipe sweat*
Yunho, Jung Yunho, Why you have to be HAWT HAHHA :P
Please don't make my heart flutter again xP i want my jjong oppa remain in my heart :")

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I wanna learn to dance A.Mi.Go :/
in fact i want to dance the four song of Shinee
replay, A.Mi.Go, Juliette and..
ding ding dingg~ XD
Ring Ding Dong! :D

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Later :D

new obssession.

2010-02-27T23:54:00.000-08:00

Jake Abel♥♥♥♥♥

:D :D

I like the way you walkin, if you walkin my way

2010-02-27T05:18:00.000-08:00

The boy that near with the heart is mine :D
LeeU is the name :P ho-ho~ 19, and still hot HAHAH wtfff xDD

Gonna be a real fast talker and have me a love affair.

2010-02-27T04:32:00.001-08:00

The things that i want to tell but i kinda forgot about it... Shall reveal here ;p HAHA

My donghae cut his hair, so smexy and so hawttt :D

Luke; A.k.a Jake Abel is sooo mine :D

Can't get over with Jonghyun is being my husband LOL

Pocky overload :D

Not feeling so damn well today...

I cursed a lot thanks to my bitch in front of me =.=" who trying to make some plan..which i don't want to know about it.

My tummy hurt.. it's hurt sooo damn much.

I feel so damn sick yesterday :/ i want to eat some yummy food but my tummy won't allow me so.,

Brain freeze, INTREGRATION kills me for this.

Assignment is due on monday.. and i didn't do more or less of it =.="

Like damn...

i seriously want to finish that thing off... but the brain stuck...like what??? =____="

I slept too early lately, like DAMN.

and yet too late to wake up, like double shit.

But i had to admit that lately i got awesome dream..

but i kind of forgot like.. triple crap.

My Jonghyun oppa is too handsome too resist. :]

My sis THINK like she can read my mind.. she is crazy..

Yes, crazy like GILA KALII!! What's wrong with this bitch of mine!!?? HAHAH!!

I don't know why am i like this. GILA KU KALI.

Ia ceramah cam ustazahh time ani... like yeah

HAHA, remind me of gp presentation, one of the most awesome presentation that i ever heard (Y) weee~

mati ehhh...

aishhhhh

urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

What else.

my tummy hurt.

i did already the powerpoint, i hope it's okay...sort of O.O

It's about uverworldd!!

Takuya handchome ahhh :]

Lupin mv is not what i expected it to be, i want the dance is a bit...groovy and manly? xD

T-ara-[I go crazy because of you] was okay, ganya paning cause there's too much shifting scene in the mv. xD i mean tooooooooooo much xDD

Boram is soo like sexy o.o like woahhhh.. since when hahah xD

THANK YOUU!!! :D

Hello baby~!

2010-02-26T19:01:00.000-08:00

I don't feel want to play with laptop today :/
I don't feel want to go msn today. :/
I don't feel to do my math today. :/
I don't feel want to do GP project today :/
I just don't feel want to do anything today.
Including this :/

Yesterday, i went to the mall with absurd outfit AHHA, with that short-sleeve plaid and short skinnies and not to mention backpack, looking like i is one of them hhaha, nasib baik aku ni nda earring on the lips LOL!.

Three of us, walked around and then watched 'Percy Jackson; The lighting thief" movie.
I expected it to be boring, but it turned out to be the greatest one o.o. My new fav current movie now :P
The luke guy...IS SOO HOT! HAHAHHA! His dad(hermes) pun sama handsome nya juaaaa *swoon* HAHA! like father, like son 8D sama2x hot! hahaha! *swoon*
Wait his real name is Jake abel, He is MINE HAHAH! =____="
*mumbles* mine minemineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemine
mineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemine
mineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemineminemine

But tooo badddd... that he is ebill :/ and then died after that tsk... but still~ he 's handsome, and forever mine HAHAHA =___=": angau strikes again :D xP haha

The end. :D

this boy~

2010-02-20T07:17:00.000-08:00

Lee Seung Hyun<3>

MINE :D :D

i want your bad romance

2010-02-16T03:59:00.000-08:00

"To love someone unconditionallly is not to care who they are or what they do.

Unconditional love, on the surface, looks the same as indifference."

I have ~~unconditionally fall in love~~ suddenly got interest in this one guy :/ it was all of the sudden.
Why it have to be him? this feeling is kinda awkward :/ really awkward. and it is totally unexpected.
oh well. HAHA xD
let me call this guy. 'Kaede'! ;p

Update for today!

March Pas; was exhausting. Apa ini , segala practice inda menjadi ahh hahah xP

Dpt free food yo! i didn't waste my money on something like FOOD hahah xP

Skittles!!

Aigu.. teacher has forgotten about us -____- on energy club. owww.. how could you, esp on Jaz O____O!?

Dance practice, atu ku gila2x.

Sekalinya org yg mewatch atu rupanya teacher HAHAHHA

MALUUUUU!!!!

Aku suka lagu 'last carnival'

Sedihh... tapi lawa )":

what else....

habis tah kali tu.

The end comma full stop

Izujuu

I lie here, staring up at the stratosphere. Hoping we\'re gonna get out of here.

2010-02-15T03:42:00.000-08:00

Hello me and My ~~sexy~~ self! ;P

AND.....

say hello to...

Him.
Hello boyfriend♥
HAHHAHA!

Siapa tau this boy; diam2x sja :P cause he is a smex. *cough* ignore my rambleness.

CN.BLUE FTW! xP

ITB trip

2010-02-15T03:39:00.001-08:00

crazy4S

2010-02-15T00:36:00.000-08:00

It is disturbingly funny

YOU BET IT IS! hahaha! 5 stars for bong sun!
boy, i wish i could do that to the beast boys xDD
you should see their expression; it's LIKE RUNN AWAYY!! hahaha where the girl try to grab them and ~~molest~~ them for good xP

Superjunior's performance was INSANELY GOOD!

Donghae cut his hair finally~ *swoon*
Mir with his long hair :/ but still~ i love it xD

I love this song from 2pm :) the cf song, and it's addicting xD

2010-02-14T00:35:00.000-08:00

I photoshopped this =____=" i cropped that girl out. HAHA, it's just too painful for me to bear to see his..handsome like this with that girl HAHA xP

halo.

2010-02-13T21:23:00.000-08:00

My tudong look so messed up =____=; HAHAH XD
Yesterday was a BLAST :]
Saedah and Matiin birthday was a blast.
ate cupcakes made by matiin's mom and ate a cake; oreo cheese cake (:
Went to itb; it was quite crowd. :/
met the childhood boys in some random school. (: and i think he saw me...but i think he ignored me for some reason HAHA xD apakan.............
i decided not to tagur him; cause i think he didn't recognise me. so yeah :/
time flew so fast :)
and we reached to the end.
A shooting was made in school, BOF versi knockers.
Feat me and Zwero
LOL! perasaan saya =________________________________="
btw;
Happy chinese new year!
Tigerr RAWRRRR!!

you see...

2010-02-12T07:12:00.000-08:00

Update?

March pass yesterday and today; HANGAT YO!

Physic test has ended, so did the computer open-book test.

Physic was so damn hard and i'm not sure if i could answer all correctly.

I LOLED.

that human is totally turning himself into another alien that i know :P :P

and aku kecalian arah ia. P: like seriously

BE Registration-Free food!! Free food = save money!

but in the end, i wasted a lot of money since free food lakas habis. D: apa itu!!??

I'm Hungry.

Someone did confess to me :/ idk what to do with it.

Some guy thought that i already had a boyfriend LOL, i luv you boyfrienddddd *stare innocently to jonghyun*

Money,money,money :/

Lalahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i want to sleep 24 hours sunday ani ):

I want to eat lasagnaa!! ):

): ): ):

pendriveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee T_________________________T

I put my hope to you!! please let me found the pendrive, please make it ada!!! T____T

HANIPPPPPPPPPPP! my crazy hubby xD

convo between him, mir and mirah are absurd, i tell ya absurdd!!

aishhhh... kan buat cali urg atu!! xDD

didn't manage to met the blondeh haired boy ): again~

c-jaz ganya kan terjumpaan ia atu.

JJONG IN TUXXX!!!! *diesss* saranghae yoooo oppaa~ :)

APPA paid his family $2!! :) we loves you, appa :)

aish...

~~yutorin ah~~, jealous sangat, even appa pun djealouskan nya =_____________=" haha XD

Had a weird dream :/ but it was awesome in some way :D

what else :/ :/ oh yeah...i got 80 on APR math!! weeee!! hahaha apakan.

Well~ practice cancelled in Thursday and we trying to get practice sendiri2x without our instructor.. but then.

In the end, we ended up nothing lmao!

Someone pissed off from yesterday and now :/ because of certain someone who kept on blaming someone.

Aishh....the download is still failure like always :/

oh oh! trip isuk!! yay!! :) arah ITB kami!! woooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

apakannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

THE END. :)

2010-02-11T04:59:00.000-08:00

I'm seriously pissed off right now ;/
i just want to download that DAMN RAR!
and this bastard bitch won't let me download it FULLY!
damn it!! that rapidshare bitch =__________________________________="
F you!!!
nasib baik kau ada the CG for that rar.
I'm soo not going to choose you as download ever again.
=__________________________________________________=

you had me at hello, and killed me at goodbye.

2010-02-11T01:38:00.000-08:00

I accidentally stumbled to my old private blog, where i spazzed about these two boys.
HAHAHA!
One boy is down, one more to go
HAHA! =____=
Oh yeah! Zero is blondehhhhhhhh, hottie blondeeeeehhhhhhhhhhh :D
goshhh~ he is so handsome *swoon* too bad i didn't meet him today ):
): BIG SAD FACED.
but then~ zero is blondeeeehhhhh hot! hahaha :P

ル・オーラム・エイメン

2010-02-10T05:51:00.000-08:00

Days of Memories ~Kare to Watashi no Atsui Natsu~
Kof punya SIMDATE O.O
and i was actually found it!
i was like WOW!
and i google it for a while and saw..
HOT AND SMEX BISHIES!!!
White-haired boyyyyyy i likeee!! hahahahahha!
K-Samaaaaa *swoon*
okay, Kyo-chan, Iori, Terri and Rock is not so bad too ;3
I'm love with em HAHAH ;3

baby, you are mine :P

2010-02-09T03:36:00.000-08:00

100TH POST ;D
SEXYYYYY
WEEE!!!! 8D 8D 8D
-
I want you, why don't you want me? hahha apakan.
Today, is super hyper to me despite everything went wrong. ):
Kain ku putus, kan tergugur kain ah, time ku berlari balik ke GP class which at that time test tyme.
Thursday ani, dua test; Physic & Computer :S
Ps kana rampas, for BE registration.
Marching jgn dsabut, dancing stuff- korean ; love like this & Wedding dress sma Jiggy, KIUT xP
-
oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner. I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love. sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts. Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel. one two three four five six seven night, I'm cheering up myself passing many nights awake.

and so i went and let you blow my mind.. ;)

2010-02-07T06:50:00.000-08:00

JJONG = MINE!
hahaha!
I love being possessive. NOT overly possessive, but still~
he's mine ;p

Can you answer 50 questions about just 1 person?
Don’t change half way through .
BRING IT ONN BABYYY!!

Warning: overly imaginasi/imagination and over-exaggerating answers that might cause you to throw up, i warn you again, this answers are pure-ly in my imagination due to my boredsomeness. THANK YOU.

1) What’s her/his name?
- Kim Jonghyun, A.K.A JJONGKU!

2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
- no, he already married ;p (with me HAHA)

3) Do you get along with this person all the time?
- OH YESS!

5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
- i wish :")

6) Is this person older than you?
- Yeap.

7) Have you ever kissed this person?
- yesss!!! ~~we shared our tongue togetherrrr~~ *COUGH* in my dream though.

9) Are you related to this person?
- husband&wife. HAHA precisely xP

10) Are you really close to him/her?
- YES! it's like 0.000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001 nanometer near to eachother heart :) ❤❤

11) Nickname?
- Jjong/Hyunnie❤❤

12.) Do they have a nickname for you?
- he called me~ aegii hehehehehheheheh HAHAHHA!

13) How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
- ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ NON. hahaha *broke down* whahahahhaha T_________T

14) Do you think they will repost this?
- maybe so, yes yeobo? (NAHHH)

15) Could you live without this person?
- i can, but then i can't APAKAN TU

16) Why is this person your number 1?
- ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ he the one who took my breath away
HAHA

19) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
- ❤❤❤❤❤❤ awuu HAHAHA!

20) Have you ever had a sleepover with this person?
- yes, ia kerumahku tyme sabtu and ahad kaliah❤

21) If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
- ): yeshhh~ but i got of husbands to take care of HAHA

23) Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
- yes, i kidnap his heart❤ haha

24) Do you know everything about this person?
- ):

25) Would you date this person’s siblings?
- mun ensem, mana sja HAHAHA!

26) Have you ever made something with this person?
- it's ❤ HAHA!

29) Have you gone skinny dipping with this person?
- gilaaaaa! hahaha!

31) Is your #1 on drugs?
- nah, yaoi is ❤

33) Have you ever worn this person’s clothes?
- his plaid❤ HAHA (perasaan.)

34) Does this person wear your clothes?
- muat kannn?? HAHA

35) If it was “freaky friday” would you switch bodies with this person?
- YES PLEASE *____* ❤ haha!

36) Have you ever heard this person sing?
-awuuu~ merdu kaliah *swooon*

38) Do you and this person have a saying?
- say of whattt??

39) Do you know this persons facebook password?
- oh yesh ❤ :P

41) Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted more than 2 days?
- nah~, we have good commitment HAHAH!

44.) Have you and this person gone clubbing?
- yes~ we good person gone wild baby! ❤

45.) Do you know how to make this person happy?
- i know~, ia lakas kambang opps haha

46) Do you and this person talk a lot?
- yes, yes, yes. in my dream

47) Do you like this person?
- ❤

48.) Has this person yelled at you?
- never ;)

49) Have you and this person got into a fist fight?
- yes!! gila!! rugged yo! haha.

50.) Do you want to be friends with them forever?
- we are lovers and bestfriend❤ haha xD antam.

Oh, oh oppa reul saranghae :]

2010-02-07T05:09:00.000-08:00

KIMJONGHYUN!!!

your hair!! so silkyy!!! i envy your hairrr!! D: i want ittt!!! pwease opppa? :3 :3

-

JUNGGI! SONG JUNGGI!
The hottest MC in Music Bankkk!! SARANGHAEE!! XP XP

It's not the me you knew before, brand new sound
Together with this new me, one more round
Dance, dance, dance, you'll be wrong this time
Oppa oppa, I'll be, I'll be down, down, down, down

Oppa look at me, please gaze at me a bit
For me this style of talking is a first, ha
I did my hair, and I put on makeup too
But why are you, you, the only one who doesn't know

Thump thump my heart is starting to tremble
Over and over it won't stop imagining
What should I do? With my head held high
I want to say this to you

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ppa I love you
Ah, ah, ah, ah, so much so much
I'm shy so please don't laugh, it's the truth so please don't tease me
Again it's only foolish words

It's not the me you knew before, brand new sound
Together with this new me, one more round
Dance, dance, dance, you'll be wrong this time
Oppa oppa, I'll be, I'll be down, down, down, down

Oppa, for a moment, for a moment, listen to me
Don't say the things you kept saying
Don't just think of me as a little sister
Once a year passes, I think you'd regret it

You don't know, don't know, you have no clue of my heart
Tactlessly, you're only joking around
What am I to do, you thoughtless person
Listen to me, just for a bit

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ppa I love you
Ah, ah, ah, ah, so much so much
I'm shy so please don't laugh, it's the truth so please don't tease me
If you do that again I just might cry

It's not the me you knew before, brand new sound
Only on this somehow different day, it's a heated heart
Down down, don't be like this I'll get mad
Oppa oppa, don't be this way no, no, no, no

Tell me boy, boy, love it, it, it, it, it, it, it, ah

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ppa I love you
Ah, ah, ah, ah, so much so much
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ppa I love you
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, so much so much
Again it's only foolish words

Oh, oh, oh, oh,
Ah, ah, ah, ah

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ppa I love you
Ah, ah, ah, ah, so much so much
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ppa I love you
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, so much so much, oh

when you say...

2010-02-06T07:07:00.000-08:00

Things to do for this/next week

Revise for math APR : Algebra & Logarithm. 8/02

BE registration 5 days in row. PS is taken

Practice Marching at 3.00-4.30

General Paper APR : 9/02

Mindmap for physic & Revise 3 topics

9/02- probably practice dancing for BE orientation or something, idk....

Physic APR 10/02

Marching on 11/02 - for practice

12/02 - Practice.

That's all for now, i guess :/ xD

MEH

2010-02-06T01:09:00.000-08:00

Shinai - $22.557777 something
The bag for shinai- $12 something..

AS

I got C on both of the subject taken for last year AS.
): ): ):

but i did get C of Math as my wishlist right? :D
I have to work hard ):
gotsubari is trying to cheer me up xP tee-hee~ panat xP

To you.

2010-02-02T04:20:00.000-08:00

To certain someone...you know who you are.
GOSH,
Don't be so over-thinking and perasaan labih! (dk what english word suitable for this)
Obviously it's not about you he thinking of, it's not about you his credit went low, and it's not about you he miss of. can't you see, there's a lot of girls spamming his page right now? So get over it, will you? You can't do anything cause you and him are not into somekind of relationship, so do you get what am i saying??
let me repeat it again.
SO get over with it, will you? don't be so over-reactive, will you?
Please read this and think again.
Before you completely hurt/break down in the future.
Let me tell you, HE IS NOT INTO YOU.

&You make mylife happier :]

2010-02-01T07:03:00.000-08:00

KYAHHHHHHHHHH
wait aminute. :/
should i kyah or not?
cause soul a.k.a mr.shiki has minnie's hairstyle during mirotic days.
Whenever i saw him around the school, i couldn't help to squee lightly cause HE is so like
SUIT to that hair style swoon 8D
He is SOO ADORABLEEE!! Kyyaahhhhh xDD hahaha!!

-

p.s i wish i could go to singapore right now ): i want to see jonghyun in person and stole his kiss for sure, USING TONGUE HAHAHHAHAH! =_____="
Hyunnieee , please come to brunei once in a while ): so that i could capture his lips...DREAM ON ahhaa
i want the dbsk boys to come as well too ): i want chunnie's dimple

some crazy chat between me and my darling; sharipahh ;3

▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
**poke*
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*P0kesss
*@};-
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*@__@?
*xD
*are you busy?
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Ahaha
*No
*Lagg ja
*Ahaha
*Miss u darlss
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*ohh xDD
*i miss you tooo >3< **kisshie* HAHA *how are you? Heart fr0m me to u says: *Ahahahaha! *Im fine tq *Ahaha *U? *Hows ur stdy?? *And k0rean b0ysS ▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says: *i'm fine<3>:] and that boy become my slave! mwuahah! =____="
*in other hands, my other boys are safely locked in my room :]
*xDD
*how about you?
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Ahaha im g0ing to engage s0on
*HEHEHEHEHE
*While waiting,
*Im
*Flirting
*Ahaha
*My Stdy arent gud en0ugh
*Stil on pr0gres
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*HAHA,
*seriously? P:
*mun engage, jgn lupa jamput aku
*if inda, inda ku menjamput you to my wedding this weekend xP
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Hahahaha!! Damnn
*Ahahaha
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*hahaha! flirting xD , same goes here >:'3
*xD
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*I'l b0m ur h0use
*Ahahaha
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*ohhhh~ okayy~ good luckkk P:
*why???? my precious house!
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*HAHAHAHA WAHAKAKAKAKA
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*oh well~ i ask my hubby to buy new one, more expensive one
*HAHA
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*I d0nt cre
*Ahaha
*Ahaha
*Damn
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*i'll bom yours too xD
*now we even P:
*hahaha!
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*In that case il take ur huby
*Ahahaha
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*not MY HUBBY!
**lock it*
*hahaha!
*he belong to me! xD
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Ahahahaha!No! He bel0ngs to me!
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*since when!
*xD
**flying kick* xD
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Oops~tdapatn tia
*Ahahaha
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*haha, you are engage soon, so please don't take my hubby xP
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Erm well we actualy hve been dated since u met him *bitchy*
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*sal kami kan kahwin kan~ hahah XP
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Hahaha
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*apehhh D:
*xD
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*HAHAHAHA
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*i'll 'punish' my hubby later >:]
*xD
*biar ia merasakan haba2x saya!
*HAHHA!
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*HAHAHAHA
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*=__="
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I T0LD HIM NO FEAR
*Ahahaha
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*hahaha!
*want me to punish you instead? =3=
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Hahahaha he said im sweeter than u do
*Ahahaha
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*i got of plenty of different of bondage here HAHA
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*C0z ur so fierce
*And
*Scared him to death
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*hahah! he said that i'm more violent which is sexy
*HAHAH!
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Thatz what he says
*Ahaha
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*mana daaaa D:
*that is faker xD
*you talking with his clone
*ahaha xD
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Hahaha noo!
*Haha
*I trustED HIM
*Ahaha
*Past tense
*Ahaha
*We br0ke up td
*Ahaha
*C0z
*U
*Tel
*Me
*That
*He told
*U
*Yg
*Ur
*Sexy
*So
*Im jeal0us
*And
*Br0ke
*Him up
*=D
**angel[
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*hahaha xDD
*that the right thing to do :}
*xD
*so we live happily everly ever after
*apakan =___="
*let's scandal with other guy eh =3=
*haha XD
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*HAHAHA
*Ahaha
*Bhh
*Ahaha
*=D
*Lets go f0r it!
*W0h0!
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*bahhh!
*go clubbing kitani!
*xP
**tercari2x dibrunei mana tau ada
*haha xD
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Hahaha bh tp kat mana ya?
*Ahaha
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*haha xD
*buat sendiri ja xD
*kul 12, kita pasang karaeoke basar2x
*and jamput the hot guys arah rumah ku xD
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*HAHAHAHA
*L0l
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*so only you and me and the bunch of hot guys in my house
*HAHA xD
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Kna b0m krgg
*W0w
*Haha
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*awu eh =___=" habis penjara panuh xD
*hahaha!
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Lets wear mini skirt
*Ahaha
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*haha! xD
*inda2x
*kai bikini
*HAHA!
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Haha mcm slut th pulang tne ane! Ahahaha
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*habis expose parutku yg sexy
*HAHA!
*eh, salah tu eh! xD
*sepatutnya the boys lah xP
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Hahahaha mun parut buncit bh,ahaha lari lintang pukang tueh
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*biar dorangs strip dance, kita ni watch sja
*HAHA!
*yatah bah xD
*atas lawa udah tu
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*HAHAHAHA
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*sekali liat parut, muntah sorang2x
*xD
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*HAHAHAHAHAHA
*Sakit prut ku pulang ktwa
*Ahahaha
*Hilang nafsu d0rg trus!
*Ahahaha
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*hahhaa!
*yatah wah xD
*berpuasa trus dorang ah
*terpaksa tu tahan nafas
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*HAHAHAHAHA
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*to maintain sexy parut
**teringatku plg iklan xD haha!*
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Lawa dh p0s2 tne skali d0rg liat prut!
*Ahahaha
*Hahaha!
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*hahaha! xD
*habis parut kana kerajakan
*mati kali xP
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*HAHAHAHA TATAP
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*then then, dorang pun sama jua
*xD
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Ahahaha
*HAHAHAHAHAHA
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*muka ja handsome, sekali parut dua kali lima!
*haha!
*now even ! xD
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Chupy bnr!
*Hahahaha!
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*hahaha~! xD
*not very cracking anymore
*xD
*tukar scene eh!
*xD
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*Hahaha gugur ayam ku trus =(
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*o.o ayam?
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*=(aku curi ayam ddpur
*Chiken gril
*Ahaha
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*hahah!
*xD
*fikir chicken banar
*xD
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*HAHAHAHA
*L0l
▪ᴉᴢuᴛᴉᴄXIV❤▪ ≥⌂≤ 「уᴏᴏᴤᴜ」 says:
*and i thought 'ehh.. kan berayam sabung kahh?"
*xDD
Heart fr0m me to u says:
*HAHAHAHAHA

he's a monster, he ate my heart.

2010-02-01T06:28:00.000-08:00

Zweroo

I miss him ): ):
Today, i just saw his picture ): HE WAS SO FREAKING ADORABLE hahaha xD
bergay ia dgn ~~the basketball~~ players atu XP
though i admitted that everytime he took his picture, he look really fugly D:
He obviously don't know how to take picture of himself *coughhhhhhhhhhhh HAHA*
i prefer him by person xD *swoon*
okay done =.=

Today, i avoiding him =.=" which is so awkward =.=" that brats (a.k.a c-sherry) keep on teasing me, and guess what?? WE TEASED HER BACK FOR GOOD! XD
can't help it, since SHE ditched us tyme flash back ari atu =.="
dating ganya keraja nya, kami cam urg bahlul sana watching movie HAHA xD

p.s he look so adorable with MEGANE *screammmm!!!!* *swoon* *swoon* :3 :3
p.s i want to see more of him wearing megane *swoon again*
p.sss and he ain't zwero hahaha P:

Cause they'd fill the open air and leave teardrops everywhere ♥

2010-01-30T22:27:00.000-08:00

ahh...i don't know...i'm getting a bit bored/tired/bleh with this game of love :/
aish and now my gokustubari fell asleep again =___=" typical him.
2 days more!! birthday siapa tu ahh *kiraikirai* ;D
cause i'm getting kusut/mengusut/menyusut nowsdays and my mood is like so swing like swing. apakan =_____=;
off~

P.S Hyunnie is getting handsomer
P.S.S Hello baby sub is out!! weee sexyyyy!!
P.S.S Jun Hyung is getting handsommeeee ;DD

YOU ARE!

2010-01-30T22:21:00.000-08:00

WHATEVER! You sickening bitch!! Go suck your own dick!! BAIE BUDUH PALIR!! SIAL BABOON! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FOR GOOD! YOU PIECE OF CRAP! FUCKING SHIT! YOU ASSHOLE! YOU DICK! YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!! BASTARD BAIE BAIE BAIE!! FAGGOT!! OLD HAG!! YOU PIECE OF FUCKING SHIT! DAMN YOU CURSE YOU YOU EFFING! DUMBSHIT! DUMBASS! FAGTARD!! DAMN YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KIMAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!

done.

stupid.

2010-01-27T07:51:00.000-08:00

Baka, You hurt me. i shouldn't ve wait for you, waste of my time. Regrettttt =____="

i am not going to talk with you no more.

because of you.

2010-01-27T03:43:00.000-08:00

JJoong, you sleepy head. go back to our room, if you tired :P

I miss my pighead, where is he grrrr =_____=!? if he not online today, menyamal tah ku isuk -____-;

Off got to study computer for test tomorrow and doing my mini project too.

Limitations live only in our minds. But if we use our imaginations, our possibilities become limitless.

2010-01-27T03:35:00.000-08:00

Today, i was watching DREAM TEAM arah kbs world.
I JUST LOVE
The Handsome Song Won-keun (RUN in famous nick) &The cutie Song Junggi!
JUNGGII!! You made us squee!! xD balik2s!!
I love you!! You are so adorable!!!!
*squeeze him* xD

the end :]

weeeeee

2010-01-25T04:42:00.000-08:00

Kes inda mau mengalah, saya, Mas Fatin Wahidah bte Mahdini.

Ingin jua meluahkan perasaan dia untuk menpos ~~ciri-ciri~~ list2x of bishies yg once stole her heart away :D hahaha!
Jaz- with Japanese+ anime , while Bilah is with Korean one.
But me?
IT's BOTH SEXY!! XDD

First off, let's introduce..
MY HUSBAND first :D
KIM JONGHYUN
and you may proceed to see for your self for the others (not in order :P )

2010-01-24T06:48:00.000-08:00